Tuesday, August 19, 2008

oh Lord i need a break !

i just don't know where the time goes.
or how i can be so busy all the damn time,
yet accomplish what seems to be nothing.
it makes me feel..
well...
kinda like
THIS :



it's 10:30 a.m now -
and aside from gettin up for what i thought was the day-
at 2:45 ish -
with major computer issue - that somehow i managed to figure out -
yes, i was amazed too.
but that took about an hour -- and it made me rather bitchy.
so i answered a few emails, and had my smoke-n-choke
and chatted for quite a while online.
but--- by 6 ish-- guess where i found myself?

right there,
and even though, i got a reminder phone call...
i managed to sleep til
frigin 10 oclock !
when we have an 11 oclock appointment.
ya just gotta love it.

so about the dr yesterday??
just as i thought--
i learned absolutely nuthin.
at all.
he raised the topamax i already take.
which is an anti-seizure- but i take it for moods.
hmmm.
i'm not sure of it's effectiveness on either, to be honest-
cuz i'm one moody bitch-- with somekind of seizure disorder-
peachy!

but hey--
it makes me a great role model !

gotta go--
you know how i love the traffic here.
:(

14 comments:

Mary said...

Soul, where in heavens name did you find my picture? I know it's me 'cause that's exactly how I feel today. Talkin' about the dog pic.

I hope you have a good day and aren't too late for your 11 o'clock appointment.

Don't you just love it when you go to the doctor and they look at you, go "hmmmmm" and "uhuh" then scribble on the prescription pad, look at you and leave the room. And if they look at you at all they look at you as if you are a bug.

Brad said...

Did I mention I hate doctors? No? Well it's true. Avoid them like the plague!

Have a good day love!

Portia said...

LOL, i wish i had a daughter to pass on my bitchiness to;) i hope all goes well for you today!

Golden To Silver Val said...

In reference to your comment yesterday....I agree with you 110% about the teens and cruisin'. I have heard soooooo many adults with the very same feelings....why in the world don't they let it all come back. The drive-ins, the cruising, the skating rinks. They say its because you can't let "too many" teens congregate or it will result in violence. Maybe I'm missing something....sure, there were fights back then...there always will be, but the good times outnumbered the bad by a great margin. Altho...with the price of gas now...not many teens could afford to cruise. Sigh...I guess it'll just be a good memory. (unfortunately)

ac said...

Sorry you're grouchy. I'd be grouchy too if I got up at 2:45 am. I'm glad you fell back asleep. That's just too darn early ... even for early birds and worms! Not that you are a worm. That would be me. ha! You are the early bird part of that equation. lol

Hope you're having a good day over there. xoxoxo ac

The Real Mother Hen said...

It's 131pm, yeah PM, not AM, but I'm so freaking tired, as if my soul has left and this bloody old shell of mine just want to collapse.

I've had coffee, tea... Olympics if that count, nothing works, I can't keep my eyes open.

I can't even bitch. Too tired to bitch. What the ....!

Cheryl said...

Did you get 15 minutes with the Doc? Isn't that the usual?

Loved the mother/daughter pic. Could that be me and mine one day? Hope not!

CRUSTY MOM-E said...

blah Traffic and doctors! Two of the more evil things in life!! :)

xo,
me

Moohaa said...

I dislike doctors. I used to hate, but this last go around actually got me near nicer docs. But still, they like to poke me with needles so I don't like em!

Big hugs lady.

SOUL said...

so, we all agree on one thing-- doctors do suck, and although we want to believe they know what they're doing-- we actually know it's all lies-- LIES I SAY !!

they know nothing.

portia, be careful whatchya wish for--- :))

ac-- you better patch that hole--and pack your bags--

and motha---
no wonder you need a break--
make it a good one !!!
still time for a kiddie pool, and a chair in the yard??

:))
latah peeps-

Karen said...

I was just reading about your second seizure and I'm so sorry that it's going to mean losing your license. I feel even worse for you that they apparently have no answers which usually means bump up the meds even though they don't know what's wrong. Genius!!

Hand me a prescription pad and I'll write you up for something that will help. You've got about as much hope as getting a correct diagnosis out of me as you do them by the sounds of things. It's very disheartening and worrying if you want to know the truth. At least when we know what we're dealing with, we may not like it, but knowledge is power.

Feel better soon Soul sis.

Blur Ting said...

Oh, I have days like these too. hobble hobble..

Raine said...

HA- just got mine raised too- now Im up to 350 again. Been up to 400 before and looks like Im heading that way again!! I hope it helps. Ummmm maybe they oughta give you something that causes weight gain with it. Topamax makes you lose weight and you dont look like you need to lose any..........

SOUL said...

HEY GYPSY--
i just found you here-- i didn't get any emails that you, blur or raine posted here. that's weird. that seems to happen a lot to me.

anyways--
yep that's exactly what it is
with these damn docs-- play with meds, guess, or ask ME whaat I think. hmmmm
good thing i read about this crap. :))

ok-- i am sudenly goin crosseyed--

will catch you peeps latah---