my soul sis requested a story, i don't have one right now - but i'm sure i can come up with somethin when i have more time . i just wanted to come in here real quick and let ya know i am thinkin of all my mom friends today. yes sis - that includes you. (btw- call me back!)
ya know , today i have received more 'happy mothers' day's ' - than any other in the past. i don't know why - but it is very most awesome - in its awesomeness. obviously my lil soul family would do this - cuz i am z- soul mamma. :)) but as for friends ? i don't know about y'all, but i just don't expect this from folks who i am not related to. so i have to say THANK YOU !!! - big and humble right here.
it means so much this particular year -- i spose because this year, and this past many months, i have had a terrible time dealing with the losses of my two sons. it has been many years since they 'left ' here. one would think that a person would just move on already. some years are better than others i guess. this past year, not so much. today? no complaints. i didn't wake up thinking bad or sad thoughts or anything.... but the happy mothers day wishes keep coming .... and i cannot forget the fact that i am a mom of THREE beautiful babies. and i also have many - (too many) - friends that i dearly love --- whose message i have to think has that symbolic hug behind it that only a mom who has lost a child knows --
so today i want to say
happy mothers day to ALL the moms out there!!!!!!
but a very special -- happy mothers day to the moms to the angel babies -- ! there are no other moms like us!!!
i write this in honor of my angel babies
Jacob
Patrick
AND
my very special gift from God
Soulkid
and to all of YOU --
i love you !!!
