Saturday, June 28, 2008

just checkin in

Hi y’all,

I don’t know how to start this post. Except to just start it. I have to say that I don’t really even want to be writing in the first place – right now at least. I just feel that I should. I keep seein you all stop by, or email me, some have messaged, or even called me. Ya know, I am so not used to this.

You give me the time and space I need right now, but at the same time, you let me know that you’re still here. And I feel really bad that I haven’t done the same for you.

I know y’all know that I am not in a good frame of mind right now. I don’t think I need to explain any further than that. And I don’t want to . What is happening right now, well there is no explaining it. I can only say that I am working hard to get it taken care of. I don’t think much can be done, aside from a little time, and patience, and some medication adjusting. Soon, I’ll be the ole soul I was a couple weeks ago. But for now, I think I just need to keep my yap shut for a little bit longer until I can get some things put together.

My mouth has really done a lot of damage lately. There’s a lot unsaid in that statement,but, some things are better left unsaid.

Anyhow—I think of all of you all the time. And I miss y’all like crazy. And I’ll be back soon. I do miss writing, and talking to everyone, and reading about your days , and stuff. I just think I should take a little bit more time. I hope you understand that.

My brother in law came to visit for the weekend today—we’re gonna take him fishin tomorrow at lake Benbrook.. or b—something.. there’s a couple B-lakes out here. But anyhow .. he and I have been havin a little fishin competition goin for years – he got in the lead last year at lake fork, so I have to try to take back the trophy tomorrow-- if I do I’ll put up a pic or two. Who knows, maybe I’ll get ole walter out there eh? He’s somewhere...waitin for me.

Welp – I better get to bed.

I hope you all are happy in your worlds ----

I’m workin on it.