Saturday, June 28, 2008

just checkin in


Hi y’all,

I don’t know how to start this post. Except to just start it. I have to say that I don’t really even want to be writing in the first place – right now at least. I just feel that I should. I keep seein you all stop by, or email me, some have messaged, or even called me. Ya know, I am so not used to this.

You give me the time and space I need right now, but at the same time, you let me know that you’re still here. And I feel really bad that I haven’t done the same for you.

I know y’all know that I am not in a good frame of mind right now. I don’t think I need to explain any further than that. And I don’t want to . What is happening right now, well there is no explaining it. I can only say that I am working hard to get it taken care of. I don’t think much can be done, aside from a little time, and patience, and some medication adjusting. Soon, I’ll be the ole soul I was a couple weeks ago. But for now, I think I just need to keep my yap shut for a little bit longer until I can get some things put together.

My mouth has really done a lot of damage lately. There’s a lot unsaid in that statement,but, some things are better left unsaid.

Anyhow—I think of all of you all the time. And I miss y’all like crazy. And I’ll be back soon. I do miss writing, and talking to everyone, and reading about your days , and stuff. I just think I should take a little bit more time. I hope you understand that.

My brother in law came to visit for the weekend today—we’re gonna take him fishin tomorrow at lake Benbrook.. or b—something.. there’s a couple B-lakes out here. But anyhow .. he and I have been havin a little fishin competition goin for years – he got in the lead last year at lake fork, so I have to try to take back the trophy tomorrow-- if I do I’ll put up a pic or two. Who knows, maybe I’ll get ole walter out there eh? He’s somewhere...waitin for me.

Welp – I better get to bed.

I hope you all are happy in your worlds ----

I’m workin on it.

19 comments:

The Real Mother Hen said...

Thinking about you.
Missing you.
Hope you rest well.
And take good care of yourself.

Brad said...

Darlin? you take all the time and space you need - your big old gay BFF will be here for ya.

Smocha said...

It's boring without you ,dahlink!

:(

Hurry back!!!

Love me

Don said...

Soul, I hope you have fun with you BIL this weekend, and whip his ass with your catch.

Not to worry, Hon, about posting anything here on your blog until you feel you are ready to. It’s your blog, and we are just readers, so don’t worry about us.

((((((((((SOUL))))))))))

ac said...

So happy to see your post! Missing you but being a good girl and trying to not be too annoying by getting all up your email all the time. Just know I'm here if you need me.

I'm happy to hear you are fishing today. Take that BIL of yours OUT! Big hugs my fishing friend. xo xo xo

EE said...

I understand about the mouth thing...mine gets me into a lot of trouble, too!
Take care, Soul!!!!

Mary said...

Gee, it's so good to see your post this morning. I miss you so much but want you to take whatever time you need. Just remember, I care.

If I had a penny for every time my mouth got me in trouble I'd be a rich woman today and still earning money.

Show that BIL a thing or three about fishin' and have fun.

Golden To Silver Val said...

Ahhhhh...my morning fix! Just as long as we know you're OK...we are ok. Take all the time you need, just check in every few days and say "I'm OK"...we'll all be here waitin' for ya. Good luck fishin' today...kick butt. Big hugs, Charlotte

CRUSTY MOM-E said...

I miss you and when you're ready to come back, we'll be here..

tweets all the way until the bloggers sun collapses in the virtual world someday.

rest well my Souliooooo
tweet. :(

elizabeth

Cheryl said...

I'm really going to e-mail you back. Promise.

Just be you, do what's right for you. We all understand. You're our friend.

Karen said...

Bless you for checking in. I was having withdrawals....you mustn't worry about all of us. You've explained how it is and we've all been there at one time or another...well maybe not exactly in the same place but you know what I mean.

Love ya Soul and i'm sending you my most special gypsy hug that I only give to my most specialist peeps.

Kick butt with the fishing, enjoy the fresh air and take care of yourself. xxx

Moohaa said...

You are missed and loved.

Jamie said...

Come back, everyone misses you, see?

:)

xo

Summer said...

LOL @ Walter! Go for it!

And BTW, Brad told me he was MY gay BFF. I'm not sure he can handle both of us.

Come back when you're feeling better. I'll be hanging around.

Portia said...

Soul! Thanks for posting, for us:) I miss you but I understand the need for time. I hope you guys are having a great fishing trip today.
:)
NANANANANANANANA!

Golden To Silver Val said...

Checkin' in, Soul-friend. Hope things are better and better with each passing day. Miss you. Hugs, Charlotte

JLee said...

Thanks for checkin' in Soul. You take the time you need and we'll be here! xo

bonnie said...

You're a good girl, soul. take the best possible care of yourself. we all love you.

mosiacmind said...

Please take really great care of yourself. I also want to say take the time that you need and know that us other bloggers are thinking of you...and I know for myself with saying hi just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you.