in fact-- i'll move this to the front page -- gotta go to dinnah --
BREAKING NEWS . . .
Thank you, one and all. for your nice thoughts, prayers, and well wishes. whatever it was that you did, you done it well, and right. and i thank you. :)) someone wrote a song about that once - have you heard it? "and I thaaaanK you..." yep, it wasn't too bad either. so yep - i dedicate that song to y'all. welp, at least i think i do. it's been a long time since i've heard it, so i obviouskly only remember the one line in it :O bleh . just love me.
ok -- what do ya wanna know first? how bout the part i learned first.. how's that?
k.. first 'news' i got today was the call from the pain doc, about the MRI results.
the good= nope. no tumor. thank God. yes i did think it was a possibility. it always crosses my mind to tell the truth. i haven't 'felt well' for several years, and no doctor in the country has been able to tell me why that is. except for the one who diagnosed me with Addison's disease about 5 or six years ago. that explained and still does, alot of why i feel bad - but not enough. i still search for some other - illness, syndrome, or mystery diagnosis.. of some sort or another. i need dr. House. yesterday.
but regardless of any of that... the MRI was clear of any and all 'abnormalities'. oh really? well shit. this is of course aside from the already diagnosed crap like 'facet joint arthritis' at L-4 and L-5. and 'stenosis' , and friggin some other 'thing with a fancy name for bad and never ending pain.
prognosis? meds. have the steroid injections on monday and hope for the best. if the shots do no good, follow up with some kind of other fancy and expensive diagnostic scan from another 'specialist'. hmmm... love the fancy words 'they' use that so easily slip my mind. but once again, when i know more- you will know more.
oh, sorry -- the bad and the ugly is in there somewhere -- ya just have to sift around a bit to find it-- i forgot i was writin 'that way' .
and next? the labs are obviously a hurry up and wait - all the time. but the dip-stick pee test seemed ok. the blood will be a while.
i think that about covers it?
we went out for dinner earlier -- it was good , and a good time. we had our 'Easter Dinner" because soulman will be out of town for his fishing tournament, and soulkid, apparently has plans with her hunny boy, and audrey will be here for a few days before her return to California -- so we shall just be cleanin up the soul - crib and chillin for the next few days.
other than that? not much else to say right now--
hope your nights are happy ones out there in your worlds.
can't rightly complain-- too much, - about mine.