Monday, February 27, 2012

insomnia - it's a bitch -


yep, no matter how much xanax, food, self loathing, boring tv, -- nuthin is helping me sleep lately.
it's no fun.  none at all.  it's always the same- lay down near 9 pm. or soon after - down some meds, maybe have a snack, play words with friends, turn on lame late night tv... yet still, no sleep.  just my head spins in into buttah. and i remain sleepless.

yeh, that's a laugh, much easier said than done.
but, i do love it - and really am way past overdue in gettin  it hung on my wall.  soon. very soon.
among other things that i manage to put off until a million other unyielding tasks.  that either never get started/ finished/ or put off until a million tomorrows.

BUT i do maintain my priorities - until i til i forget the order in which they are to be accomplished.
number one - tomorrow - bright and early - soulkid has an early appointment for all 4 wisdom teeth to be be pulled.  fun fun.  i can't put this off one more day. as her 18th birthday is on 3/9.  which is also the day that her health insurance will be torn away from us.  oh the joy of it all.
i am only hoping that her teeth and mouth will be all healed up in time to sing, for the x-factor thing on march 22. nothing can stop her !

ok guys -- i'm finally feeling the tired - better jump on that on -- before it pulls out of the station...
damn i'm tiahd folks.
hoping y'all sleep like some babies todays.
i hope to talk to yall tomorrow -
soul out - for now
latah 
g'nite all
hugs yall-

13 comments:

JY69 said...

hope ya get some sleep....

SOUL said...

I did, but not much. I think about 4 hours. Woo hoo

Debbie said...

I hope you sleep too...nite nite....Oh, see you slept 4 hours.

David's insurance says wisdom teeth are elective surgery and it'll cost about $1300 to get them out. He's putting it off and he's 25! We told him we'd help...whatever.

Hope all goes well and she's not in much pain :)

One day at a time hon. Fred loves Ethel LOL

Unknown said...

Insomnia isn't just a bitch, it's a cranky annoying nagging bitch.

I hope you find some relief.

Josie Two Shoes said...

"a million other unyielding tasks that either never get started/ finished/or put off until a million tomorrows" - OMG that's me Soul Sis, and it's damn near poetic in it's truth!

So hoping you were able to get a little sleep, there is nothing worse than wanting and needing sleep so badly and not being able to sink into slumber for some real rest.

Will be thinking of the Soul Kid as she gets those molars out, sore for a few days for sure, but should be singing wonderfully by show time! Keep us posted on Soul Man's medical issues too.

Glad to see you dropping in with Word games, it's kinda like checking in and it makes me smile!

Love you, Spring isn't far off!

Donna said...

I tried your email link but it didn't work...
JoAnnes Bridal in West, TX was where Crystal bought it...$500.
Crys said another girl (a snobby senior) bought this SAME dress last weekend IN Dallas! Don't know where and I doubt Sami would ask the girl, but I'll try to get her to...The girl has a reputation of being just a terror to underclassmen.
Check online...I'll ask Crystal if she still has the link.
Hope you feel better...
hughugs

Raine said...

Hey there, thanks for c oming by my blog. I think about you too. We are doing okay. Kinda in a holding pattern til my son gets things with his house worked out ( I should blog about that). Im just playing with kids and babies and taking care of the house> Nothing interesting or exciting going on. ((((Soul)))))

SOUL said...

thanks so much donna ! lemmee know if you get the name of the place -- i'm pretty sure soulkid has been everywhere between here and dallas at least twice by now tho.
prom only comes once tho right - eeeeek

SOUL said...

yo - fred - i think we ran up about 800 - lovely unexpected dollars. no idea it was gonna cost even that much. thank God for insurance -- and my presence of mind to remember to get this done before she turned 18
HUGS

SOUL said...

it's Raining - it's pouring -- hey raine :))

SOUL said...

hey joz - glad ya liked the insomnia poetry :))
sorry i haven't been on words much - geez the child is havin a tough time with her post op stuff-

Unknown said...

"Soul Survivor" has been included in this weeks A Sunday Drive. I hope this helps to attract even more new visitors here.

http://asthecrackerheadcrumbles.blogspot.com/2012/03/sunday-drive.html

SOUL said...

-- ATTN - Blogger Jerry E Beuterbaugh-
i keep trying to get to your post - your blog says it has been shut down.. thank you tho-- if it goes back up- please let me know -