Monday, February 25, 2008

i've fallen and i can't get UP


see this poor tired little dawg? intentions to keep up with blog pals.. and at minimum, stay awake! well.. this is me, this passed few days--- i cannot stay awake-- i attempt to talk to y'all on your pages-- and i seem to spew incoherent gibberish. my intentions are good tho-

still not sure what happened or why the other day-- but i sure am having a hard time gettin my head clear-- and doing anything other than sleep.

all i can say is i have a new found respect for epileptics. good lord. i could not imagine living my life like this. not knowing when or if something like that will happen again. hours in the ER.. being watched like a hawk by the family-- and no one can relax around here. poor soulman, didnt sleep for two days... he finally got some sleep last night. soulkid doesn't know what to think. i sure don't know what to think either. we don't know what caused it... or if it will happen again. but ya know-- we sure are hoping it was just a "thing".. and not a late onset of epilepsy or something. holy crap.

anyhow-- i need to see a neuro doc.. soon as i find the referral.. i will call and let ya know when i see him, and what they say.

as for now-- i still don't think i am thinking clearly-- so i think i won't be writing much around here. i just don't think my head is clear enough to be yackin too much right now.

so take care of yourselves, and if ya see me lurkin around and not talkin much-- it's probably cuz i make no sense :((

take care--and have good days today!

13 comments:

Jamie said...

You are making perfect sense to me, but yes, you DO need to see a specialist, and get to the bottom of what's going on. I will not rest until you know, and I know you won't either.

Hang in, better days ahead!!!!


xo

:)

JLee said...

Let yourself rest and heal. Keep us up to date on what the neuro doc say ok? I am going to pass on lunch tomorrow since I got called into work today and have to do a massage on Wed, so I have to do all my "mom junk". Besides, you need more sleep! lol
Let's try for next week, k?

The Real Mother Hen said...

I have been waiting to know what happened to you. I'm glad that you're seeing a neuro doc, and do update once you have the info.

I'm really concerned about you Soul.

In the meantime Soul, get plenty of rest. Ah this is the time when I really wish I live around you, then I can go take care of you.

You are in my prayer Soul.

Portia said...

You make sense to me too, but I don't doubt you are feeling seriously crumby. I hope you are able to relax and get some good, healing sleep. And that you don't have to deal with any more scares like that!!!
nanananananananananananananana:)

Anonymous said...

take good care Soul...we're all worried about you!

Golden To Silver Val said...

Boy, I'm glad you're feeling better...but don't put off seeing this through...find out WHY. Oh yes..in answer to your comment, I don't like Hugh Grant either..and that was BEFORE the prostitute ordeal. But the movie is still funny as hell. I always did wonder why they cast HIM in it though. Maybe he was cheap. LOLOLOLOLOL
Smile and make people wonder what you've been up to. (remember that one). Feel better soon!

desert dirt diva said...

well i am keeping up with you, hope all is well and have you found the referal.. because you know epileosy is nothing to play with.......o.k. oi know i spelled that wrong.... take care and yes i have updated.. finally...

Mary said...

Soul I'm so sorry you had such a horrible experience. I know your family are worried and scared. We're still on the coast and this connection isn't good so have to hurry and say that I'm thinking of you please take care and know you're in my prayers. Sending with love and concern

Summer said...

Not to worry pet. You just take care of you.

CRUSTY MOM-E said...

Even in your fog you sound wonderful! Well, you know what I mean, you sound like you, our Dear Soul!!

Just rest, let your mind rest, watch mindless tv and wrap yourself around anything but the channels that sell stuff. :) nothing good over there! unless of course it's the perfect pancake maker, or the steamer sauce pan no oils steam only, or well, you understand.

Rest up! Olay? I mean Okay?

ALways,
Elizabeth
I kinda like the OLAY better then OKAY but OLAYyyy like, I'm wearing a big Straw hat, Olay!

Rebecca said...

Hey lady. I am glad you are getting the rest you need, and sure hope you are feeling your Soul-best soon!

Don't worry about not keeping up...no one here keeps score. If they do, i'm behind, too, but what else is new.

xoxo
r.

Anonymous said...

where is your update??

you are making me worry.

EE said...

Can't believe I have been away for so long. I finally have time to get caught up.
I'm glad that you are going to a neurologist.
I have epileptic like episodes about once every three months now. I've had about every test in the world, but they can't put a finger on it.
The last one happened on Saturday morning. I caught myself, though, and layed on the cold tile floor for about 10 minutes before I was able to get under control. Mine ALWAYS happen on weekend mornings...go figure.
I sure hope they figure out what's going on with you. Rest up and get better soon!