i found one-- a meme

------------HAVE YOU EVER---------

* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: yup more than you can imagine.

* Put a body part on fire for amusement: NOT on purpose—but I laughed when it happened. --- it was mine! my hand. hmmm.

* Been in a car accident: several. maybe 4 or 5. I was only driving in one of them.

* Been hurt emotionally: mmm ya. Only a few hundred times.

* Had an imaginary friend: maybe—or perhaps the little people in my head :))

* Cried during a movie: Yes, but not often..

* Had a crush on a teacher: yep-- my sixth grade teacher.

I did date a navy instructor once – oops. One date tho—he was pretty weird.

* Ever thought an animated character was hot? LOL.. is this for real? When I was a kid? I hope. cuz i was like 5. Speed racer maybe.

* Had a New Kids On the Block tape: am beginning to think this is meant for the younger peeps. But for me.. hell no.

* Been on stage: yep—a couple times. LOL- with smocha. good times. back in the day.

* Cut your own hair: OMG—just ONCE—it was horrible. And humiliating. My lady told me if I ever got that desperate again to call and she would cut it for free—I never dared to white trash myself that way .. but I also never cut my hair myself again. What a butcher job I ended up with. oooh flashbacks. ugh.

-----------------FAVORITES-------------
* Shampoo: don't have one.
* Color: Blue, black,: dark blue
* Day/Night: Day.
* Summer/Winter: Summer
* Lace or satin: FLANNEL?.
* Cartoon Characters: tom and jerry.
* Food: deep fried, full of fat and flavor, southern shit..
* Fave Movie: lots and lots—but if I had to pick only one to have in my house forever—I spose maybe it would be—this boys life—or perhaps—maybe napoleon dynamite—you just don’t even think about being sad in that movie.

* Fave Ice Cream: pralines and cream, java mocha—mocha java whatever.. a few others.
* Fave Subject: sociology, psychology,
* Fave Drink: Water, iced tea, coffee, and mango jamba juice.

------------------RIGHT NOW------------
* Wearing: flannel jammies ..hubby tshirt, flannel shirt
* Eating: Nothing.
* Drinking: water.
* Thinking about: All way too damn much for this time of night- umm day (it's 4:23 am FRIDAY! woo hoo-).
* Listening to: my laptop hum.
* Talking to: Y;all.
* Watching: Myself type as I go cross eyed

---------IN THE LAST 24 HRS--------
* Cried: fuckin riveri don't think so

* Worn a skirt: hell no-what for
* Met someone new: kinda.
* Cleaned your room: nope
* Done laundry: yup-- tons
* Drove a car: yep i did.

----DO YOU BELIEVE IN------
* Yourself: not lately

* Friends: one , or two

* Santa Claus: nope

* Destiny/Fate: sometimes

* Angels: yes I do- I’ve seen them—and talked to them—in human form. For real. (not like "i see dead people" -- :)) but i have seen angels--maybe three??

* Ghosts: i‘m not sure—I think so—but I don’t like to

* UFO's: again.. not 100 percent sure – but I think I have seen a couple.

------LOVE----------
* Bf/gf – I’m married and I love him—I always have.
* Ever been in love: once—to my one and only hubby
* Cheated on anyone: No.
* Ever done a "drunken stupid mistake": mmmm… maybe a few thousand

* Ever had a lesbian/gay experience: No thank you.

oh-- unless a unwelcomed "pass " counts.

-----TELL THE TRUTH!!-----------
Would you ever:

* Pay for sex: I hope I never get that desperate!

* Strip for money—if you haven’t noticed—there aren’t too many who want to even see me DRESSED for FREE!! Think about that.

* Play strip poker: who with?

* Work in McDonalds: been there , done that—lasted three days—never again.. soup line anyone??

. * Lie: Only to protect those I love or myself.

* Bitch about someone: it’s what I do best you know.

.* What's the best feeling in the world: Being at peace. Quiet mind, no pain, no worries. family not in rehab.Laughing and actin a fool !. :))
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so -- there ya go-- that's how i spent my night-- after fixing-- partially fixing my computer when it tried to die.

happy friday people-eys

yep-- it's true :))

i've only been tryin to get this post up for maybe two or three hours---
obviously-- it's a beatiful day in the neighborhood here this morning. (not)

but--- coming soon to a blog near you--- will be another soul/jamie post--or posts. this time -- from none other than sin city.
and trust me.. i'm ready to sin-- a little-- within reason. :))

so- yes, the soulman and i -
will be on our way in a few short ( i hope ) weeks-

to meet with simonsays/jamie--
and her hubby and family-

for, what i hope to be a few soulkid-less days-
in las vegas !

i sooo hope it happens-
we have talked about this for several months-
but with her job stuff, and moving,
and on my end-- money crap -
and soulkid crap-
and medical crap-
and crap upon crap upon crap-
we just weren't sure if or when it would really happen.


but-
yesterday morning, she confirmed her end of it-
that she had already dumped a small fortune on their reservations-

so now-- it's my turn.
:))
that's where i now have to scramble.

because, for starters, i have totally screwed us financially;
well-- not alone- but the damage is done.

which leaves us , literally starting from zero dollars to get
quite a large chunk of change built up to be able to go.
i think we can manage to save a bit-- i hope it will be enough.

and secondly--
(if that's even a word)

someone we all know and want to spank-
yes-- the soulkid :))
has decided to find herself in some bad situations
over the summer-

whick kinda leaves us in a bind of who we can trust to leave her with
for a few days when we go-

WTF- is with the sudden underlining???
dammit.

sooooooo
if all works the way we want it to--
we will have the visit of all visits-
because the few that she and i have had so far-
have been very short.
by the time we recover from the drive-
it's time to go again.
this time we will have three full days-
so it better happen or i will be one bitter old haggy soul




and with that---
i'm off to see my head shrinker---

maybe if i'm lucky-
she might give me happy pills :))


have happy days today-
i'm gonna try
even if it's illegal- immoral- or insane-
ok-- i doubt i even know how to do any of that stuff-
but maybe i'll take a nap and dream i do.
:))