Wednesday, August 25, 2010

could it be? am i posting? test - test ?



short test post.  been messin with this for hours .  once again.  this cut-off from my peeps, and lack of blabbin my head off in here is literally drivin me crazy.  mental-crazy-depressed.   c-r-a-z-y!!!
bleh.  maybe i'm finally gettin somewhere?  never can tell tho.  spose i'll try again tomorrow.
speak to me-- at least let me know if anyone reads or checks in anymore eh?

miss every one of ya!

g'nite!

11 comments:

Jamie said...

WOOOOO HOOOO! I see you here, and I check in each and every day. Get yourself back here! Hugs. :)

Kristy said...

Hi, Soul, Hope you get back on-line and get the kinks worked out. Miss Ya

Golden To Silver Val said...

I also check in often. Miss you!! Hugs, C

Mary said...

Dang it!! My fingers stutter - sorry.

Mary said...

Hope your blogging problem is solved. Miss you. I check often to see if you're back.

Mary said...

Hope your blogging problem is solved. Miss you. I check often to see if you're back.

SOUL said...

HAPPY to see Y"ALL ! i might -- knock on wood - have found - the issue?? i hope. very busy here -- but i shall return.
happpppppeeeee days my peeples :))

Paxie Panicker said...

I'm running out of things to say LOL

SOUL said...

good -- HI raine --
y'all.. i was shocked and dismayed this morning to learn, that i was tricked! i went to post a good mornin to y'all -- only to find that i got the cruel white screen, and couldn't DO anything here. sorry. i try.
hope your days were happy ones!

soulkid just showed me her peirced 'septum'. you know the 'one' - yeh, the one i have 'forbidden her to get for the last TWO YEARS. that one. i cried. real tears. after we argued for a while. i remembered that face is MINE until she's 18! i told her to get that fuckin thing outta her face! then SHE cried. sometimes i am not happy bein a mom. times like this. when my respect- or lack of... gets blatently stomped on. right along with my heart.

good night -
i do think i shall go to bed early tonight. xanax! take me awaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Cheryl said...

I will cry real tears if my daughter gets a tattoo when she's legal. She fooled me the other day saying she was gauging her ears. Sweet relief to find out she was kidding.

SOUL said...

oh cheryl-- that's another thing that i have argued with her about for the same amount of time-- if not longer.... ugh. gauging her ears! MY ASS she will. i cannot believe she did this . i have told her for two - 3 years -- ever since she got in the past BIG messes. YOU will NOT get any more pierces, or tattoos, until you're 18 - or outta MY house. i really thought she 'got it'. she never stopped talkin abt all that crap-- but i thought it was UNDERSTOOD.
now? NOW. here i am - tryin to come up with money- va dependant funds- lookin into loans, and grants... not to mention helpin her get thru school for gettin a diploma -- duh.. which without toni n guy -- that costs 18 grand will not even touch her without --- and any money she has available won't go thru without-- she goes and pulls THIS??? OMG!!

yes-- i made her take it OUT- and i made her give it to me too- so she couldn't try and put it in when i wasn't around - to try to keep it open.

way to ruin a completely already shitty day.

hugs to you my friend. and good luck with those gauges !