Monday, May 11, 2009

it's monday again --

it is also raining again. why am i not surprised???

anyhow -- i hope everyone had a great mothers day-- mine was good. i spent it fat, dumb , and happy.

plans for today? i get to enjoy a thrilling ride to dallas -- in rush hour traffic. i am so excited i could pee myself!!!
yep -- back to the VA. and i knew nothing about this appointment until friday. maybe thursday, but i'm pretty sure it was friday-- at the end of the day. so i didn't have any way to find out exactly what it was for, but i'm sure it is about the ultrasound i had there last week. one dead give-away?? well, it's at the womens clinic. so, yep. not feelin to secure about this. it was a machine that called me, so obviously i had no way to ask any questions. guess i'll just show up and see what they have to say.
i've been pretty good about not over-researching, or blabbing to everyone--- well, unless you count blogging-- everyone. but here, i just write. sometimes to y'all sometimes it's just documentation , ya know? but anyhow-- unlike last time-- i haven't pulled the hubbys side of the family into it, or made a big deal of how i'm gonna die.. cuz honestly i don't feel it's that critical. hubby really is the only one i have talked to about it. and even that was minimal. it's more of a wait and see type thing. of course, it makes me wonder-- last time i thought it was bad-- and it was ok. this time i don't feel "as" worried, so it just makes me wonder ya know. never can tell with me. i'm one of those folks who trucks right along-- then has some unheard of medical symptom or crisis jump up and bite me. but for now-- still trying to be ok with it-- and just wait to see what they say. i should know in a couple hours-- cuz as i type this -- it is time to head out the door.


well i had more to say-- and it wasn't so down trodden... but i am outta time.

so-- i reckon i will write more when i get back. surely about how i was abused and mistreated at the VA.. and the road rage events of the day. :))

hope you all have happy days in your worlds -- i'm gonna try --

9 comments:

Nicey said...

Have a fab time and looking forward to hearing all about it
Laters

Nicey

Mary said...

Good luck with your appointment!! I know you hate all the medical stuff - I do too. Good luck and will be waiting to hear.

Glad Mother's Day went well. Your family does love you, you know. The restaurant sounds wonderful - just the kind of place I love and should stay away from.

josie2shoes said...

Sending lots of positive thoughts your way and hoping this will turn out to me nothing major. It does suck that you not only have to go thru all this medical crap, but have the added "pleasure" of driving Dallas everytime you do. Praying things will settle down in your life soon. Is it in June you will be moving? Have you started house hunting yet?

Donna said...

Stop worrying yourself!!!(((HUG)))

Anonymous said...

Consider yourself lucky --- we've had about 10 inches of rain in the past week! Everything is floating away...aj

Cheryl said...

Where's the update? I'm waiting to hear that everything's OK. Thinking good thoughts for you.

Smocha said...

I'm with Cheryl.
Update hawg.




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JLee said...

Glad you had a good Mother's Day, Soul. Hope things went well at the VA. Still on for lunch?

Brad said...

I'm SO far behind - I'll read forward and catch up but I hope everythings ok