Tuesday, January 29, 2008

i'm very tired - and i don't know why

damn i'm tired. i've done a lot today it seems, and of course i got up before the sun, as usual. but i am just exhausted. i haven't left the house yet--though i really need to. but i don't think i will make it. holy crap-- i could fall out right here payin bills. wth. i hate it when i get this way.

i hope i get a second wind soon. perhaps i should eat...but i know me, and that will only make it worse. good think i took some chicken out for dinner. just in case i don't make it out today-- i have the one saving grace of one last meal before i am burned at the stake by the soul clan for lack of home cookin.

i wish i knew wth was goin on here. i guess some days are just better than others.

oh well.. there is surely worse goin on -- or worse that could be goin on - right.

i hope you all are having good days--
i'm workin on it-
i think i shall go try and continue being somewhat productive-- but i am running out of gas rather quicky.

i shall be around later on.

happy tuesday peeps.

24 comments:

Rebecca said...

Maybe a nap? Hope you feel better soon, Soul! I was up and out way before the sun today, too. Up at 5, which I know is late for you, and out before 6. Friend of mine had the great idea of a 7am yoga class. And well, it WAS a good idea, 'cept for the wake up call...

SOUL said...

it would be nice to NEED a wake up call :))
how'd it go tho-- i have actually considered yoga--
i don't think i'm limber enough these days though.
perhaps i'll stick to fishin
if it'll frickin warm up--and the wind'll quit blowin my hair off!! erg.
:))

Anonymous said...

Wind is same here --- almost blows me away every time I go outside!

Jessica said...

Who wrote the rule that you have to be productive every day? Well, at least I'm trying to remember that rule doesn't exist. It's hard. I say take a warm bubble bath to relax then stand up in the tub and wake up with a shower. Water solves many of life's problems...

The Real Mother Hen said...

You hope to get second wind? As in you want to break some wind and stink the whole place up?
hehe just kidding!
Man your chicken fried steak in the last post sounds so delicious! YUM!
It makes me wanna go KFC (it's the only southern thing I know, yeah I'm that lame)!

Karen said...

Are you bored cos I always get tired when I'm bored? I recommend a power nap while you consider your options, that might perk you up.

Mary said...

I'm feeling tired, too. But it's because I need to tackle a chore that I hate! When I have to do something that I don't want to do I get sleepy and tired. I've thought about yoga but when I get a mental image of me doing "downward dog" that thought goes right out the window.

SOUL said...

j-- i hate the wind-- hate it!
especially fishin in it-- but you don't have to ask-- didn't fish--OR leave the house.
hmmmm.
oh well.

SOUL said...

jess hi--
you mention the NO rule thing a lot-- wish i could remember that. i always have that feeling i SHOULD be doin somethin.
the bubble bath thing was a great idea-- but the tub here in this house really sucks... it takes forever to fill-- by the time it fills up -- it's cold!!!
so-- it's all showers here.
our other house we just moved from had a giant jet tub-- i miss it!
oh well-- another year or so-- maybe we can buy somethin.
i hope.
i thought it might be this house-- but like i said before-- it didn't take long to nit pick this one out of that idea. we don't want to own this one.
sooo---- how ya feelin??

SOUL said...

nooo motha-- hubby breaks enough wind for both of us! :))
i never did get my chicken fried steak--- but hubby cooked dinner tonight-- fried chicken strips with jerk seasoning-- green beans.. YUM YUM... i could not have done better myself. damn it was good.
i just felt like crap all day and worse when he got home-- so he cooked.
he can be so sweet.
hope you're doin good tonight-
laterz

SOUL said...

gypsy--
i'm bored almost all the time-- but i did take a nap today-- not out of boredom.. i was busy-- but i just kinda fell out. didn't perk me up any though. i don't know wth. today was strange. just drained. maybe i will have a burst of energy tomorrow- at least i better.

i hope you are havin a good day.

SOUL said...

what chore might that be mary?

taxes i am facing are sort of paralyzing me.. i have them separated.. but not sorted.. but i do need to get on em.
among other things.
i better get workin on that list.

and ummm.. the downward dog eh? ya , that's enough to keep me away from yoga too.
hmmm.

well.. lemmee know how that goes. eh?

have a goood night

Portia said...

Hi:) I love your new picture! (I'm late I know) I hope you sleep good and wake up feeling refreshed - or at least rested:) I am about to go to bed myself but I will be back to catch up.
Happy nite

SOUL said...

g'nite to you too lil sistah...
i'm beat like a pup...
i will see ya tomorrow i spose...
sleep well.

Oldy said...

i've been pretty pathetic the entire last YEAR about taking a 2 hour nap every day.

since my spouse has been home 24/7 since early Dec. ....I keep waiting for him to "bitch" about it. lol
paranoid much?

he hasn't , but he does come in at 5 and say "ok, you been sleeping long enough"

our big tub was like that too ...so i had my husband turn up the water heater. just warn your child that the plain HOT ..is HOT!!


now , i can fill up that big tub right after he took a shower. and there's just enough HOT.

it was so damn windy here today...all the city bus benches were blown over.
GAH!!!

goo lawd!!! I wish i could go somewhere tropical!!!

luv me

Anonymous said...

just saying "hi".....

Blur Ting said...

There are days when I feel so darn tired too. I blame it on the hormornes.

Actually I read some magazines and they talked about allergies. Some people with chronic lethargy discovered they were allergic to certain kinds of food or pollutants (dust, pollens etc) which almost cripple them with lethargy and illness. Maybe you can read up on this.

Golden To Silver Val said...

You've been through a lot lately...suffered a traumatic loss. Your body needs to recharge. Treat yourself to naps until you're all charged back up again....like the energizer bunny. Soul keeps on goin' and goin' and goin'....just quit beatin' that damn drum. Big hugs, Charlotte.

WaterLearner said...

I feel like that at times too. When the body simply refuse to start its engine.

Hope you snap out of this state soon!!

Rebecca said...

Soul, I think yoga is great. I did enjoy the 7am class, and will do it again. But, man I'll tell you, I was down for the count by 10pm. Normally I am up til 11:30 or so.

Yoga really does have a very calming effect on the mind and spirit. Doesn't matter if you are not flexible...you become flexible. A good instructor will not push you beyond what you can do at the moment, but will help you find what you actually can do, which sometimes is surprising...Hope you had a good day :) Did you get to fish? Is the forecast improving?

xo
r.

SOUL said...

hi all--
i just got back from runnin my errands (wednesday)-- and i'm in a shitty mood-- and the cold and wind is makin me want to beat someones ass-- or shave my head-- whichever comes first.
i shall let ya know.
latah
oh, and no-- i haven't been fishin.. the weather won't let me.

SOUL said...

btw-- i'm STILL frigggin tired too
;P

CRUSTY MOM-E said...

Please don't Shave your head! Unless you want to take some of the heat off of Britney!
Always,
Crusty~

SOUL said...

i saw brit the other day with friggin shoulder length hair!!! THAT cannot be HERS!
wth???

and oh yes-- i will shave my damn head if i dont get it cut soon
i hate my hair--- but it did make for a dumb laugh-- welll ok a chuckle in wichita-- the damn wind was blowin and my hair looked like hell anyhow--
but i was actin like it was all primped up--
" oh my hair"
nevermind
guess ya had to be there.
too bad ya werent.

well anyhoo---
i'm still friggin tired.. what gives?
where's the damn global warming?
i want a heat wave.
or a trip to mexico or somewhere.
anywhere warm
where is it warm
someone take me there
NOW