oh, get a grip, not for real. it was just the first thing i thought of. so i wrote it. but really i am so bored i'm goin out of my skin. i haven't been fishin in two days...no tellin how many more i will have to go before the water clears up...... and even then IF i go, the fish may take days or weeks to start bitin again... IF they haven't been killed in the flood. UGH.
what will i do with myself???
here we are with brand new fish scales, and no fish to weigh. that's thrilling.
Plus...i just spent fifty bucks today to renew the registration on the boat. woo hoo. no sense in taking it on a stained, flooded , dead fish lake though, is there?
all the shows i like to watch on tv, are over. such as the sopranos, survivor, the apprentice, american idol...which sucked ass this year anyhow. there's supposedly a new pirate show on, but i have no clue when it comes on and haven't even seen one episode. soooo. hmmm.
and as far as blockbuster, they get like two new releases a week anymore...and THEY suck ass too!
today "the bridge to tarabithia" came out. i wanted to rent that...but i got there at like 11, they were ALL gone already. the girl said they were all gone in less than ten minutes !!!! good movie apparently....but i didn't get to get it. i ended up with one i've never heard of, and another that's like eight years old that i've seen twelve times that my kid asked for... "uptown girls"... UGH. does the watching the same movie a hundred and fifty times EVER END with kids? GAWD.
so anyhow. hubby is selling his car...AND his truck. anyone want one? he wants a different truck...this one doesn't pull the boat good enough. as for the car...he doesn't need two vehicles...and i must have this damned oral cyst removed before i go insane. it is getting more and more painful. and as i overdose on asperin, my stomach problems only worsen...and it is all a bad chain of events.
so... if you want to buy or sell a vehicle..lemmee know.
and...what else?
not a damn thing.
good bye
for now
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Sorry your day was draggin, Soul. Should a come visited me, I could have put you to work in my place at the desk! :-)
Don't go jumping ahead with the worries and what if's 'til you actually see fish floating, they may be doing ok. Too soon to tell. YOu'll get plenty of fishing time in this summer yet, I promise. And you won't be sorry you tagged the boat so you can get out on the water when it clears.
Sounds like hubby is making a good decision to consolidate vehicles, no use insuring two if one will do. And definitely yes, you gotta get that cyst taken care of, for you have bigger problems with your stomach than you do with your mouth! I mean the sore in your mouth, but that didn't come out sounding just right, did it? Oh hell, you know what I meant. :-)
So you just hang tight there(and I DON'T mean from that rope), things will get better. This too shall pass... and it will!!
LOL about Hell's Kitchen - yup, that's my office for sure! :-)
i cracked up at the stomach - mouth thing jos. gawd. ya... i knew what you meant.
the cyst though... it's not like a sore- sore... it's like a tumor thing. it's inside my gums. not like a ulcer or something. you can't see it. but it shows up on x - ray.
the chain of events in that area was.. i was like 16 year old or so... i woke up one morning and my whole face was a swollen mess ! and it hurt like hell. my mother, being the loving woman that she was; loaned me her car so i could get myself to the dentist... of my choosing. i just drove the car til i saw one. went in and ended up getting a root canal... by a dentist who was probably 65 years old at the time.
so...that seemed to be the problem. and with anti-biotics, and a few days, i was fine..no pain, no swelling...ta da.
but a few years later, i would occasionally get some pain there...but i wold think..hmm, there's no root... it must be my imagination.
so, ignored that pain for years...even though many many dentists had seen that the root canal material was a bit too long.
anyhow....FINALLY....twenty years later.... SICK of the "phantom pain" in my tooth... i investigated further. the dentist actually saw the cyst on x=ray at that time... like three - four years ago maybe...ish... but said it might go away after he re did the root canal.
so... he re root canaled the tooth... but he still couldn't get ALL of the old material out, but did get most of it. but there is still that bit that is way up there.
so anyhow.... a few months later... i was still having pain in that damn tooth. so i go back. he pulls the tooth. my front tooth !
i couldn't afford a bridge at the time...so i ended up with a damn flipper or whatever they call that thing...and i had to take it out to eat and sleep etc. gawd i hated that. and unfortunately so did my daughter. it embarrassed her...which made me feel just wonderful. i had to wear it for like close to a year...if not it felt like it... until i could afford the bridge. UGH.
so...even after all that shit...the pain continued...and worsened..and continues to worsen. but when we moved back from NM i went back to the same dentist who did the bridge and all that, and he saw the cyst was still there etc.
but then of course... the surgeon wants 1250.00 for the damn surgery to remove it! soooooooo. in the meantime, as i wait for the cash to fall from the heavens...well...you know
how the hell did i get on that tangent??? shit.
see what happens when i stay cooped up doing nothing?
blah.
God, what a dental nightmare story, Soul. Seems to me like the butthead dentist who didn't do the job right in the first place should have to cover the expense of this one, but I'm sure he's no where to be found anymore, nor would he have the records. Sometimes life just isn't fair. The cost of these medical/dental procedures is beyond what most of us can even consider. I have a couple procedures I'm putting off, along with the three more damn crowns I've gotta have, and the hearing aids, and the new glasses, and I don't have any idea when I will be able to pay for any of that. Maybe, someday down the road with inheritance money? If I live to see it. But hey, we still got our sense of humor tucked somewhere to keep us going, right? I'm headin to bed here very shortly, it's been one hell of a day, but I've survived it.
I think you need to invest in Uptown Girls:)
You need a little road trip for some fishin'.
ya jos, you don't know how many times i've considered goin after the original dentist...but surely he is dead by now. even if he isn't he probably has altzheimers, and like you said...the records are surely long gone. so. it's on me. hmmm. fun shit eh.?
i too need glasses, and other dental work...etc. but i guess i;ll just sit here and fall apart.
hopefully you'll get your pennies from heaven tho.
EE... i hear ya...i shoulda bought uptown girls years ago...i coulda got it ten times by now. i bet i could find it at a pawn shop for three bucks by now. ugh.
and yes... i DO need to go fishin. i feel like a junky in need of a fix !!!
hope y'all are good.
this really has been one loooong day. and of course i should be asleep...but nooooo.... 1130 and here i am. insomnia attack on top of the other crap.
who has a rope? hand it ovah!
WHAT are we going to do about your sister?!!! She never emails or wrotes! me ps do yall have 3 vehicles?
Even though the season finale already aired and for some reason FX won't run the previous episodes, if you get a chance you should watch The Riches. I don't know if you have heard of Eddie Izzard or Minnie Driver, but that show is amazing and the cast is great.
Bordom sucks. For me, I get insomnia when too much crap goes on in my life and then I get bored because I can't sleep! Ugh.
anon... i don't know..but i was beginning to take it personal. in fact, i was beginning to get angry! what the hell is she doing?
and pen... i haven't heard of any of those shows. today i probably woulda watched anything. we'll have to see what tomorrow brings...and hope to God it's better than today... and much much faster too !
oh, ya, we have three vehicles...and a boat. two cars, and a truck
I hate days of boredom too, Soul. I am not one to have hobbies, and one can only clean so much. I too, think that tv has turned to shit recently, and I am having the same problem you are, no good series on tv. I caught a few minutes of hells kitchen the other night, it was pretty awful. I am hoping that today is a better day for you...take your daughter window shopping and out to lunch...just an idea...I hope you can get out and fish very soon.
Hello! Yes, i am alive.Don't hate ya'll.It's called being frekin' BUSY working.
I did not sign up for all this work!!
But Today is my day off. YIPPPPEEEEE!!!
My boss took us to lunch at Don Juan's yesterday.
I just watched a movie the other night called "relative strangers" you must watch it because Danny Divito is the spitting image of your favorite uncle in law. It was hilarious ..just laughing about that part.And the movie was pretty good too.
As for t.v. , why do you think I live on law and order, flip this house and forensic files!
P.s. you gave up telling the future , remember. LOL
jamie.. hells kitchen is actually kinda funny once ya give a chance. or perhaps it's becuase it is the only thing i watch anymore.? hmm. it's obviously scripted in spots...for dramatic affect. which is so obvious it's stupid. but what can ya say. reality tv..my ass.
OLDY! you actually have something to say? well lordy lordy! yep i almost wrote my own poem about my seester...LOL.
ahhhh that still makes me laugh. i wish I could be as creative. guess my mind is just too damned stagnant lately to be creative.
anyhow...if you're working so hard...send the damned listings for the kid to post! in jpeg! she has already begun her "wish list" of how to spend her paycheck! she is a bit cinfused at this point tho. so get on it. i did figure a way to configure the pdf to jpeg...but it dropped ALL the text off! so HELP her help YOU. LOL
anyhow.
i actually bought that movie relative strangers, on sale at blockbuster...weeks ago...haven't watched it yet. perhaps i shall give it a whirl. you ar like the third person to say it's funny...Lord knows i could use a laugh. especially after i clean my sty...umm house.
btw.. i have seen EVERY episode of law and order.. csi and special victims. i gave up trying to find one i haven't seen. i really don't watch much tv at all anymore.
in fact, now , since the storm, i do much of nuthing at all.
i am studying on fishing stained and flooded water. so we shall see .
oh, how grand...the yelling begins. and it's not even 730 a.m. yet. one of these days i am gonna throw one 13 year olds' stereo out the freakin window!!!
UGH.
ok.. i must make myself presentable to take the brat... i mean kid.. to school.
this is gettin really old, really fast! 50 minutes. it's just not fuckin worth it! the gettin her up, draggin out the cattle prod, drivin the whole two miles each way... now after the flood...only to come home for 40 minutes to go back to get her. just makes me want to scream!
BUT...she IS learning, and doing great... making 90's tpo 94's EVERY week. fantastic! but it's makin me crazy. i'll be counting days soon i'll bet. grrrrrr.
ok i must go take the angel that i speak of; and i just may go drive by the creek to see how it is faring.
latah
BTW...
OLDY... just WHO would my "uncle in law be"?? that just hit me.
and JAMIE... i despise shopping... window, or otherwise. so that idea is out. although a good one. right now...i'm thinking NAP. i'm tired. so much for all my "business", and cleaning i had planned. ha. i'm sure i will accomplish nothing worthwhile today.
and tomorrow... i'm goin fishin.
BRING on the cleaning fairies !!! ALL of them!!!
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