other than pregnancy? chantix 'almost' worked. once. til it made me insane. literally. drove me straight to a mental ward, in the first two weeks. i couldn't even speak clearly . i still don't remember much of what happened while i was in the hospital. other than a seizure - and a couple bits of conversation. none of which was anything good.
so. you wonder what's different this time?
this ---
it's an electronic cigarette . not the kind ya find at convenience stores though. i've used those little ones. they were fine for getting through a movie or dinner. but the one you see here? it is a gift from God! i couldn't make it through a movie at the theater before ,without having a cig. now i'm ten days without one at all. and it happened within 24 hours of using this thing. did i mention ... mothers day -- i smoked THREE packs of cigs -- which was my norm... the next day , i bought my electronic ciggie -- and haven't had a smoke since. 3 packs a day -- to zero. just like that.
and .. the next best part? my sis, and her bestie -- who have also been trying to quit smoking for many years -- are having me get them one too !!!! cross your fingers y'all!
mine has already paid for itself in the cigs i haven't bought -- 2 cartons of cigs is about what it takes to pay for one. just think of all the fishin stuff i can buy with alllll the money i don't spend on cigs!!!!!
annnddd i have --- look !
i've been havin a blast !
i have tons more energy, and feel sooooo much better! i must say tho - it's all catchin up with me, and i'm gettin tired, but i still don't feel as run down as i did two weeks ago. and guess what else? my house and even closet smells better ! i didn't even realize how horrible my house and even car smelled until a day or two after i stopped smoking. and my closet? no idea that my closet -- which i share with soulman, smelled like ashes. poor guy. no more.
it's not craving free tho -- i can tell ya that... but i will also say -- this is the easiest method i have ever tried to -- and i have every bit of faith in it -- well God can't be left out -- i am NOT gonna smoke anymore. i also thank y'all for backin me up! your encouragement means tons!!!
welp-- i could write all day - but soulkid just invited me to lunch -- she's a workin girl again :))
of course - i bet she'll talk me into payin' -- just watch -- :))
anyhow --- talk to me guys -- what's goin on in your worlds ??? i been outta touch -- again... :((
happy thursday!!!
