here i am.. still breathin

hi folks---

just thought i better get somethin up here before someone sends the cops to my door to check on me-
i'm alive. i would say that i've been busy-- but that isn't entirely true.
but i have been "somethin" i just don't know what to call it.

perhaps it would be
thinkin about stuff??

or maybe being too confused to bother thinking --
about anything-

or maybe --
i'm just on the verge of
getting off this roller coaster ride -

and just make a decision--
even if it's just a decision ,
to make a damn decision.

cuz ----


and, aside from that---