this last couple days? i am in my true hell. have a look ----
this is my most huge contempt in my world. it makes me hateful, and it hurts me all over-- physically. i cannot, and refuse to drive or go outside in this stuff. there's an inch of ice on the roads. the wind chill/ feels like is 4 !! actual temp? around 14 !! yup i'm in hell !!!! this is texas folks ! this just isn't supposed to happen here. oh- and to make matters worse? rolling blackouts !! HERE? in the worst ice and snow we've had in maybe years -- they decide to -- without warning -- start freakin - "rotating power outages" :(( they are 'supposedto last 15 minutes -- some have reported them as long as two hours. the 'DART' system.. a train that runs in dalls - like a trolley on tracks kinda... was stranded in this freezin weather - for over two hours due to power loss ! no warning -- it just shut down in transit - with passengers. freezing! my microwave and oven must be on some kind of -- somethin-- cuz i can't re-set em. am i pissed? umm you know it. i'm only gonna get worse if it happens again. if i end up freezin in my own house? oooooh --- someones gonna hear from me. i know they won't care--- but i'll feel better :))
and ! they say stupid groundhog paxatuxy puke -- yeh i know-- i forgot his name --- but he predicted an early spring? HA! lets not celebrate too soon shall we?
so. ya wanna know where soulkid got a job ehh?
Sonic. i think it's an alright first job. she will be a roller-skating car-hop... after two weeks training. i told her she better get down to the skating rink and get to practicing ! she hasn't skated since she was -- maybe 12! wish her much luck!
my house is almost finished -- but each day that passes - i get more and more slow-- ok-- exhausted and sore. (i'm sure the weather isn't helpin any ) - we have made a ton of head-way in here .. and soulkid has been bustin her ass upstairs... but seriously? with my limitations? i have passed them all - like two days ago. i last a lot less workin durin the day. the first couple i was workin maybe 5 or 6 hours -- runnin like a freight train.. by yesterday? i was lucky if i worked two hours. i hope i can push through a little more than that today -- if i can , i might get all finished. there's very little left to do. i hope i finish, without collapsing. that has happened in the past when i've pushed myself too far.
anyhow --- if i forgot anything - lemmee kow- and i'll cover it in the comments .
happy days to y'all in your worlds--
surprisingly, my mood has been great -- it's just my body that's havin a tough time here and God made drugs for that :))
