just so ya know

the EEG came back good !
woo hoo!

WOO HOO -- today is the DAY !!!

it's finally friday!!!!!

and i'm doin the happy dance-- cuz i get to get outta here for the entire weekend!!!

and i won't be here--

cuz i will be - there-

doin this-

and this---

hoping y'all are doin THIS-

Day 209 On House Arrest

Sushi made a friend today

(click on pic to make it bigger)

no, she didn't hurt him..
they just checked each other out-
then birdie flew away-

everybody loves sushi-

weather - wednesday - weekend on the way

how do ya like THIS?????
it's perfect !
ice chest-- rod holders---tackle box---big seat , for by big , bony ass.. :))
that is gonna be my new ride, if i don't get my drivers license back SOON!
hubby could make that in a day or two--- can you see me on THAT?? OMG. i couldn't-- but at this rate-- i just might get desperate enough. !
i don't keep the fish.. so i could use the cooler for wally hell runs ! :))
oh geesh.. i really am losin my damn mind. this is true any mental stability i had left whatsoever - is now gone..
i just cannot remain trapped in this house anymore--- not with the weather like this... LOOK at this forecast ! just look.. this is DFW over the next three days-----

wednesday- 78, degrees !

thursday 82, degrees !

friday- 90, degrees !

I'M in Heaven !!!!!

i may just get a kiddie pool-- or one of those backyard ponds-- and fill it with bass-- then i can fish in my own backyard !!!
hey-- gotta compromise sometimes, right??

and hey-- you know where i'll be this weekend right??

right HERE

fishin my guts out!
WOO HOO !

(IN 80 + DEGREES !!!)


anyhow-- what's y'alls plans o' the day???

random tuesday babble

hubbys tourney update -- for anyone who missed it ---

they bombed-- skunked --- zeroed---lost----
and left half an hour before weigh in-- with nuthin more than bad attitudes and empty pockets---- and boy was that fun for the gals they had waiting at home :))
---all in all though--
through all the grouchiness--- although , contagious---
it turned out an okay night.
(that was sunday btw)

yesterday, however, we had a lot of errands to catch up on, and hubby was lucky enough to be my driver for the day. and i do mean DAY. we were gone from about , oh hell i don't know-- maybe 10 or so-- and didn't get home til about 4.
we had to go to the post office, get hubbys truck inspected, then get the child from school to go to the doc-- respiratory trouble---again-- still no positive diagnosis-- but the chest x-ray was good--phew-- doc did say though , that she may be lingering on slight asthma --- but most likely some type of allergy. she had the same problem, only worse , about this time last year.
so, she gave her an inhaler-- and said we'd go from here.
so-... anyhow-- i actually like her dr. i think if there is a major problem, this is a doc who would find it. i wish she was MY doc. :(( i hate my dr. but y'all know that. :))
then a couple more things after that, that i don't even remember now :((
i want my car back--and i want it NOW

so-- as for the rest of my day today? --
hubby just left for work-- the child is "trying " to wake up--
she will go to school in a while. and me?
same ole crap.
not much a person can do on house arrest.
taxes,
laundry,
very few dishes-for once-
pay some bills-
and TRY to fix a very confusing problem in my bank...
i have no idea WTH is wrong, but i just can't get the numbers to mesh...
one time i'll be 100 off,
the next i'll be 800 off
WTF is UP with that??
BIG gap there.. and way enough to get me in a lot of trouble if i don't get it figured out.
and of course being unable to drive, it's not like i can just drive up to the bank for a printout.
dammit.



and y'all know if i don't fish soon, i'll just DIE!!!


but, then of course, there IS my lifes' motto:
and always the chance that i may just sit on my arse and not do a stinkin thing all day--
except maybe attempt to read my book.
i would tell ya the name-- but i don't remember it right now--
i've only read like four pages...
i know, it seems like i do nuthing...
but really, i am a lot busier than it sounds like i am.
well, most of the time---
:))

hope you all have happy days out there---
if ya can't be happy-- be drunk !
i'm sure i can sleep it off for ya!
:))

PS: i just added a mini post in my comment box--
cuz y'all know --
sometimes i just can't shut up!

ya know, it sure is difficult to come up with stuff with to write about when ya almost never leave the house! my brain is total mush. i'm SICK of tv. i don't like tv anyhow-- and i have really had it up to "here" with it already. most days i don't even turn it on. and of course blockbuster never has anything worth a damn.. not than i have even been there more than once or twice since i have been house-bound anyhow. ugh. i have been so flippin bored i can't stand myself.

thank God-- we get to go out of town this weekend... new walls, new stuff, new lake to fish on, etc etc etc. yep-- our trip to Austin that we postponed when i was sick..we leave on friday for. just til Sunday .. but still.. it's new, and different-- and NOT here. :))
i'm still very glad that we didn't go when we were supposed to. number one-- i felt like hell... and number two-- there is a very good chance i could have been driving when i had the seizure. scary to think about. even if i wasn't driving, and just riding-- it could have been distracting enough to cause hubby to wreck. he had a good eye on wednesday when he canceled -- even though i played tough and said -- "oh no, i'm fine".. ha.. that was the same night i started barfing everything that came in contact with my mouth. ugh. so glad that's over with.

so anyhow--- yes, it will be very good to get outta here for a couple days. i am so sick of this house i could scream! maybe i will.

hubby is off work today. he has to play chauffeur for me today. i'm behind on everything again.
good lord, i hope i can get my drivers license back SOON. i'm hoping it won't be a big hassle-- seein as the MRI came back ok.. we shall see .

well anyhow-- that's the thrilling stuff o' the day around here-- for now.

perhaps something blogworthy will come along latah-- if so-- i will let ya know-- if not-- well.. i will see ya tomorrow.

happy monday peeps

i survived another year witha girl child yippee

yes is did..... and it seems she had fun.. well it seems they all did. i didn't even count how many came-- but there were a lot. more than once i thought to myself-- "she is really blessed, when i was her age , i was lucky if i had ONE friend:-- and even then, ya know-- i rarely could even trust that one. my kid has always been pretty popular. well.. except in HELL. (for those who don't know... when i say that-- i speak of New Mexico. that was not a place we will ever return to-- someday i will share more details -- today is not the day for that-- but a short bit-- it's hubbys homestate-- and we have attempted to live there twice since we have been married-- neither were joyous. it earned the name hell... and we will never move back.) even though he loves his family there.. he knows this part of his family will not ever move there again.

anyhow-- kinda derailed for a sec--- see what even thinking of that place does to me??? hmmm.

anyhow-- the "party" they lived, we lived, someone is still here-- i got up at like 530-545 ish-- and heard her talking with someone-- one of two girls that i know but couldn't pinpoint the voice. so i assume they have been up all night. and there may be another in there sleeping for all i know. hubby left for a fishing tournament just before i got up. he's gonna freeze his little ass off too. it's like 25 or 30 degrees out right now-- poor fella. 3, 000 bucks up for grabs today though. sure would be nice to win that (half of it actually-- but still-- good money for doin somethin ya love to do anyhow) i was reminding him to get back on his kansas pattern yesterday-- because of the darn snow and weird freezing to 60 degree weather lately--- he won tournaments all the time out there... so hopefully he will remember his fishing techniques from out there, and win this thing. these texas peeps don't know cold water patterns as well as he does. -- well... maybe i'm being overconfident-- but really, he can and does catch fish just about ever time he goes out-- it's just sometimes someone else gets one bigger... i do hope they win today though.
i can't wait til we can fish another one together, that was really fun.. but i don't dare wanna fish one in this kinda weather... nooooo nooo nooo.

ok.. well.. i reckon that's about it.

latah peeps

i am the LATE great soul

don't feel bad peeps---

I"M




i wake up late-- i do my chores late-- if at all ... i post late-- obviously--- i make my rounds late--- WTH.. i'm just late..

i haven't even bought my own kid a birthday card--or cake-- and TODAY is her "party".. party isn't the cool word at 14 though. but she does have a bunch..and i do mean bunch-- of kids comin over today. i am not even close to ready for them. no cake-- no junk food... no nuthin. ugh.
and of course my chores-- and hers-- are not done. or started for that matter.

i cannot believe everything i have to do today-- and guess what-- i'm sittin on my ass.. in need of a shower before anything else-- then my chores-- hubby is at work-- the kid is STILL in bed. i am NOT letting anyone in this house until it's clean. and she knows it--- yet she wants to go to the mall before they come... OMG. i would say no.. and not only no, but hell no--- but i have to find a way to get her a gift, and a card-- and a cake-- and all the junk food and crap-- and me, not being able to drive-- does not make that an easy task at all, now does it?
ugh..
who wants to trade places for a day? a week? month????? any takers???

anyhow-- i'm rambling. i gotta get the kid up and busy-- and i gotta get up and cleaned up and get this house cleaned up---and get out and get that stuff done-- then i'm comin home and locking myself in my room!!! that's where all moms are wanted when kids are around anyhow isn't it....

soooooo
i hope you all have great satahdays wherever you are and whatever you're doin out there-----
i will try-- but somehow-- i'm not too sure i will succeed this time around.

oh.. ps--- i got my granny glasses last night-- :)) they're just lovely .. not.

i"m gonna be a "somethin" !!!!

MY NEPHEW IS GETTIN MARRIED !!!!!!

go SEE !!!

wooooo hoooooo

yep- this about fits me today

it's not snowin anymore-- but it's freezing ass cold, inside AND out--- my heater is still busted. i just called misses landlord... :)) remember that? (keel my lanlawd) :)) nah i don't wanna keel her-- but i am considering her heater man. ugh.
oh well.. he will be here-- yet again, today-- for the THIRD time.. since we lived here. we only moved in in december. criminey! do SOMETHIN man. it's MORE than FREON!!! even I know that much !!!

ok... anyhow--- it's early-- it's payday --- i'm doin banks and bills... and MUST get on my damn taxes today... and of course my friggin HOUSE. it doesn't look too bad, for the most part-- but of course my kitchen is a mess--- and my child is having A friend over today after school-- for the night-- and "maybe" TWELVE tomorrow--- OMG--- for her birthday. my house is nowhere close to ready for that ...... even if i had it immaculate-- which i don't even expect--- it will be trashed within minutes.

gonna be a busy day. and really i need to get this place at least straightened up before the heater guy comes-- and tells my landlady i'm a pig. :))
which he wouldn't-- cuz luckily it's been clean every other time he's been here. i just don't want half a million kids here... messin up an already messy house.

holy crap--- can i go back to bed, and try again tomorrow?

hope y'all have happy fridays!!!
and bettah weekends to follow

told ya it's a 333 day ! (part 1 and 2)

(these pix were taken about 12:30 -- i think)

THIS is NOT what i moved to Texas for--- just so ya know. and also-- just so ya know-- it was almost 65 degrees yesterday!!!
hmph!

(and THESE? about 3:15 or so)

HOLY CRAP - (t-day pt 2)

oh man... y'all know about the weirdo number right ? i don't know what else to call it. but the number that i see all the time. on the clock.. on the road... at the gas pump...on the tv.. on my blog.. on your blog.. in my bank... just every-damn-where.... well.... guess what?
i just checked my site-meter.. cuz i haven't had many comments today-- so i was just kinda wondering "am i boring? - or is no one visiting today? --- well, guess what i found out? --- well, first --- people are visiting.. 17 so far today, to be exact -- but only like four since my post went up... anyhow... guess what the average visit time is???

that's right..... and i just am dying to know the significance of that number!! oh, hell... maybe i shouldn't say it that way. i used to think that my end up being my mothers time of death... it wasn't-- perhaps it will be mine! WTH??? why does a person see a number .. almost every day?? and sometimes more than once a day? annnnnnd.... like i said before--- it's not just me-- it's my sis toooooooo. it's just freaky. f-a-reaky.

okay. i'm done.

until i see it again.

it's like a recurring nightmare i say. too weird .

soul-food

does that surprise you? i thought not.. y'all know by now-- i DO love FOOD!!!


you also may know that i have gone from cooking very yummy, almost gourmet meals, almost nightly--- to , if we're lucky-- once a week!

so guess what? the gourmet bug bit me last night, and i actually got off my ass and created an original soul recipe yet again. go me!
it was a hit-- of course. not to brag-- but how can i not? when it comes to cooking or fishing-- i can claim the right.. correct? :))

so anyhow... wanna know what i cooked? i don't mind sharing my recipes.
even though-- i do have publishing a cookbook on my list of things to do "someday"
i even have it in progress.. along with about a dozen other put off "projects".

ok.. anyhow, ya ready?
it sounds a bit weird... but really-- it's YUMMY !

i didn't name it yet-- but i'll take suggestions :))

i get my jerk seasoning in bulk at "central market" but i guess you could use whatever ya want.

used maybe-- 2-3 TBSPNS

plain ole sesame seeds.. from a jar.

PLUS-- salt, pepper, garlic salt-
("to taste" :)) - don't you love that phrase? )

this would be the "secret ingredient" :))
cinnamon dolce syrup - from starbucks.. $6.95 a bottle.. but a little goes a LONG way.
i only used about two tablespoons ...

chinese rice noodles....
not the brand i used-- all i know is the pkg was orange :))
so any will do :))
or , you could use rice if ya want-

perhaps a bit out of order--
but shrimp- obviously-
i had large ones... so i cut them into smaller pieces -
(obviously, ya want the tails off.. duh- i don't know why ppl say that in recipes.
perhaps some people really don't think ahead???

ahhhhhhh... and BEEF!!!!
OR you could use chicken-- jamie :))
i didn't use expensive meat-- we po peeps.
i used "mock chuck steak.. or some such thing...
four little steaks ran like 5 bucks or so---
i always call it "poor mans rib eye-- cuz if ya cook it right-- it does kinda taste a little like a rib eye.... see the "marbeling" :))
it's probably really ass-fat.. who knows?
that's why i never look at those cow diagrams-- of where each cut comes from--
i don't want to know-

ok-- so here's how ya do it---

ya cut the meat into small pieces-- bite size slices or chunks...
put it in a shallow bowl -- add the jerk , CD syrup, seeds and spices.. mix it up-- let it sit maybe five minutes...

heat the pan.... peel shrimp while ya wait-- start the noodle water etc....

when the pan is ready start the meat--- when it's almost done--- add the shrimp-- so it doesn't overcook...

oh crap!!!
side note-- i also added sauted (is that spelled wrong?)
mushrooms and diced red onions.. YUMMO :))
and for once-- i followed rachel rays advice-- and didn't add salt to the mushrooms.. she says it makes them watery-- which really, i have noticed-- so i didn't.. and guess what?? she's right--- hmmm. so don't add salt... until they're done.

ok--- where was i??

ok.. by now you should be cooking the noodles-- the ones i had said to boil for ten minutes--- which i thought semed too long--so i went 8-- and was right on.. so check them a little early...unless you like mush.

so anyhow..... since we have a picky eater in the family-- i couldn't mix it all up like i wanted to-- we had to just pile it all up on our plates...and soulkid only ate the meat mixture-- but she liked it-- and that's sayin somethin....
but really it was good.. and i will make it again sometime.

if you try it-- i wanna know whatcha think !

other than that-- i'll post again later-- i cannot believe how late it is already!

one down - two to go- :))

but, the MRI was "normal" :))
whatever THAT means
(ya just nevah know with me)
woo hoo

i wanna be as cool as my dog thinks i am

(that's not my dog-- but i swear it looks like one that would end up in this family!)

so-- anyhow-- it's humpday already. this passed few weeks has seemed to fly by. maybe because i have slept away the better part of it. and when i wasn't asleep-- i was at one type of doctor or another-- or doing some other unpleasant time consuming task. the weird part-- the day i'm in-- always seems to d-r-a-g. wth?

and today--- yes i know i said yesterday-- but i was wrong-- but today, soulman goes back to work.... he's been off work since i had the seizure-- i don't even remember now exactly when that was.. 1 week tomorrow-- two weeks tomorrow??? hmmm... whichever-- it feels like damn forever ago. but at the same time-- it feels like yesterday. i still can't remember hardly anything. about anything.

oh and guess what else-- my mom in law--- who never reads my blog--- found an old--a very old email-- with my blog link on it-- so she goes there-- and THAT is how she found out about the seizure--- what a way to find out about something like that huh??? so she calls a couple days ago all frazzled asking soulman, wth..and why didn't he call etc. well, he's been a mess too. he meant to call, and had NO idea she'd read my blog. / and was waiting for more info etc..geesh. we both felt bad about that. but y'all gotta realize-- my "mommason", has been like a real mom to me since like the first day i met her-- so she was really worried.

sooooooo.... i could prolly write more right now-- but everyone is up and demanding my "soul-attention".. so i must go-- cuz i cannot focus on all this stuff at the same time.

i'll be back latah.....

happy humday peeps

cuz i got nuthin better to put up right now

Do you like blue cheese? I love bleu cheese.. but I don’t buy it—I buy feta tho

2. Have you ever smoked heroin? Good lord NO..

3. Do you own a gun? No.. hubby does. :((

4.What flavor do you add to your drink? It’s rare I do—but IF I do—mango , or raspberry to tea.. or hazelnut, or cinnamon dulce to coffee. Usually both I drink “black”

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Pretty much every dr—except my shrink..and that’s prolly cuz I’ve known her for like 7 years.

6. What do you think of hot dogs? Well… technically—I don’t really “think about hot dogs”… if I do--- boiled hot dogs remind me of “the poor days”… these days I refuse to buy chicken franks! I only buy BEEF.. and usually only Nathans or Hebrew national.. or something I KNOW won’t have bone fragments… or chicken beaks in it. :((

and still they aren’t something I like to eat very often.

7. Favorite Christmas movie? I’m not sure there’s one we watch every year—but I always like to watch the original Grinch. If I have the chance. And I like the one with the kid and the BB gun--- my oldest nephew looked exactly like that kid!

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee // and lots of it.

9. Can you do push ups? No idea—I don’t remember the last time I tried. I used to. Even the guy ones :))

10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?

My wedding ring—although I have to wear it on a chain cuz my fingers are deformed

11. Favorite hobby: fishin.. eatin.. bloggin.. once upon a time it was cookin.. I want that passion back actually..but I didn’t even realize that til last night on marys blog …

12. Do you have ADD? I think that is a possibility. I am very flaky—if not add.

13. What's one trait you hate about yourself?

Hmmm… maybe my people phobia??

14. Middle name? “M”

15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
1. I don’t like my number 13 answer

2. I am wondering why hubby’s alarm has gone off fifteen times.. if he aint getting up—turn the shit OFF!

3. wth is UP with this weather

16. Name 3 things you bought yesterday.

Eye glasses, prescriptions, gas

17. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink. Coffee, water, iced tea

18. Current worry? Med test results, drivers license , soulfam relaxing and getting on with their lives!

19. Current hate right now? Waiting and wondering—and NOT driving!

20. Where is your favorite place to be? Fishing! A place I haven’t been in a couple weeks :(( and won’t be in this damn weather

21. How did you bring in the New Year?

Watched the ball drop—and had a kiss with hubby that was short enough to piss me off—but long enough to embarrass soulkid—that always makes us laugh!

22. Where would you like to go? Someplace warm, and sunny, and fun, and fishable, with lobster every night.. a real live vacation… with no on having grouch attacks, or pain, or colds, or seizures :((

23. Name three people who will complete this? No idea--- three people with time on their hands—

24. Do you own slippers? Yes, two pair—one from last Christmas that look exactly like GRINCH feet!! But they’re grey :(( hubby really did mean well.. they’re just HUGE. (so, no, I don’t wear em.)

And a pair from the year before—that I do wear .

25. What shirt are you wearing? green t-shirt and a flannel.

26. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? No , I hate them.. I just don’t see the hoopla.. my favorite sheets are flannel! I know--- sexy huh. :)) there’s just NUTHIN sexy about me.

27. Can you whistle? Not really. Only if I get lucky. I have a dry lip problem. I have always wanted to whistle that loud tongue whistle but never mastered that one.

28. Favorite color? Dark blue I spose..for shirts.

29. Would you be a pirate? Maybe for a day—I’m not mean enough to “be” a pirate.

30. What songs do you sing in the shower? Never noticed..

32. Favorite boy's name? caleb maybe

33. What's in your pocket now? nothing –

34. Last thing that made you laugh? Smochas answer to the sheet question on this meme!

35. Best bed sheets as a child?

i can't remember any.... i remember LOVING my aunt ettas quilts-- so she prolly had great sheets too!

36. Worst injury you ever had? Probably in a car wreck.. I got pretty cut up and banged up—no broken bones… but it felt like it. and I bled like a stuck pig, and got a few stiches—but in the end the injuries were not too severe—although they most likely led to the fybromialgia—that has pretty much ruined my life ugh.

37. Do you love where you live? I do when it’s it’s warm.. which luckily is much of the time. I really don’t think I LOVE my house—again. Someday—I will find a house we love.

38. How many TVs do you have in your house? 4… one never gets turned on.. one is possessed—so I spose one will be traded for the other—and the possessed on will be tossed.

39. Who is your loudest friend? Hmmm… I have two friends that I actually “speak to” and neither are loud. (my sis can be loud at times—does she count? :))

40. How many dogs do you have? 1 but she is schitzo—so can she count as two??

41. Does someone have a crush on you?

Highly unlikely. Unless it’s some online stalker that I don’t know about :))

42. What is your favorite book? Gotta say it’s still “Hinds Feet on High Places”

maybe after I get my glasses and can read more I might find a better one.. but I really do love that one. I think it will always be A favorite.

43. What is your favorite candy? Peanut butter M& m's babay!

44. Favorite Sports team? Not a team, but I like to watch UFC. If I had to choose a team.. florida state seminoles

45. What song do you want played at your funeral? Strangely—I have never thought about it…. and I don’t think I want to right now.

46. What were you doing at 12 AM last night? Sleeping.

47. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? "Holy crap! I overslept again!”

m-UP-date

and the walls have have it! looks like the unanimous vote is to decorate my nekkid walls while i'm on house arrest. so i suppose that is what i shall do. i really need to anyhow. i lived in our last house for a year without hanging anything on the walls, and i absolutely hated that. when we moved here i vowed i would decorate-- i have sort of, but still haven't hung any pictures. soooo not like me. :((

anyhow. the EEG went ok. i didn't wear that cap thing. it was the lead type. more what i thought it would be, but it has been so long since i saw one i thought maybe they changed. but nope. nearly thirty of them bad boys glued to my head.. sexy huh???
she had me close my eyes while she flashed lights for a few minutes, then close my eyes and breathe deep etc.. then i was supposed to sleep for fifteen minutes-- but that didn't happen.. i was just about to fall asleep when she told me to wake up. so.. i don't know if that matters.
but that was it. and of course i won't have any results for at least a week.

after that we went to the eye appointment. originally, all three of us had appointments for today, but two of the appointments had to be rescheduled, and we kept one today for hubby... since he was off today. but by the time we got there- he decided since i was the blindest that i could have it-- so i didn't complain. i took it. and i will have my lovely "trifocals" in a week or so. :)) i'm truly old.

they also said that as far as my eyes go one is nearsighted and one is farsighted.. so that is why i have such a hard time ... they don't work together. soooo maybe if i patch one to read-- and the other to watch tv.. i may be alright :))

so, you might say, if i was a car--- over the passed few months i've had quite the overhaul... and things are actually lookin kinda good for the most part. nothin a little spit and polish can't fix..so, life is ok here in soulland. cold.. but ok. i can't believe it was almost eighty degrees a week ago-- and ready to freakin snow right now. *TEAR*

oh well.. it could be worse-- remember that--- it could always be worse.

have good nights out there y'all

rainy days and monday always get me down

i already have two strikes against me---and they are only piling up... and hell.. it's 6 a.m!

it rained hard all night long-- the wind is about to blow the roof off--- AND i just heard that it MIGHT even snow today.. WTF???? AND i have the great EEG this morning-- which in and of itself is only offering mixed emotions. i hate doctors-- i hate NEW doctors even more than doctors i know and hate. i hate new procedures EVEN more than that... and i hate uncertainty even more. oh , and to top that off, i live in a place that NO ONE knows how to drive in a mere sprinkle.. so of course in a rain like this-- every highway.. and of course in DFW there are only like 3000 of them... every highway is backed up with car wrecks and looky-loos! OMG.

this is a day that i would be better off going back to bed! but also a day that it's just not possible.
i have too much to do-- and too many places to go. hubby goes back to work tomorrow..so aside from the appointments, etc.. i have to make sure all my errands, and running around get done while i have my soul-driver.
groceries, mailing bills, po-box, getting rx's dropped off and picked up , all that kind of outside stuff that will require driving. plus any other misc crap. guess i better get to making my list--

ya know-- it sure is different when it is a choice to not go anywhere... and when you are told that you can't go anywhere. six months is a long time. to not even go to the store--or fishing-- this is crap. how my brother lived his entire life this way --- i don't know. he just accepted it. and he walked-- a lot. he walked for miles and miles a day sometimes. sure, he got rides, and he hitch hiked-- but he walked , and rode bikes-- but maybe he didn't know different. but i do-- and i don't like it. i'm actually quite peeved.

speaking of which-- they just showed a car on tv that drove through a building-- due to a "medical condition"... holy crap!

anybody wanna join me in my pity party???

i guess i'll have to learn some kind of crafty crap or something... i'll surely go insane on house arrest.
i could write my book...
i could scrapbook
i could make stained glass windows
OR better yet--- i could hang my crap on my nekkid walls!!!

hope you all have happy mondays-- for a monday!

my movie review - etc...

well, it was good enough to keep me awake... so that's a good sign.
it had a lot of good , well known people in it too.. tommy lee jones, woody harrelson.. and the main guy-- looked almost exactly like my (dead) brother in law-- that was really weird. reeeeeallllly weird.
the other main character (i guess there were several "main" characters ) but the other one.. the "bad guy" man he was really crazy. like no emotion. no pain, no anger, nothin. but he was really mean. i've seen him in other movies but don't know his name. i sure wouldn't wanna run into him on the street though.

anyhow.. it's a pretty good movie. pretty violent though. well.. real violent actually. if you can't look at blood-- you don't want to see it. it's bloody. but worth seeing. one tip-- when the sheriff starts talkin about a dream..late in the movie-- pay attention-- i kinda drifted off --- and well.. that's the ending.. just so ya know. :))
so, if ya wanna know how it ends-- don't ask me.


as far as any shopping... we didn't have time.. we got there just in time for the movie-- and the mall closed at 6 .. so by the time we got out it was already closed. so we met the kids at starbucks--got a coffee and came home..well took one kid home, got them food, i was still full of nachos, so i skipped dinner.. then we came home.

and will someone tell me somethin???? why is it.. every single time i go to starbucks... i get treated like it is the first time i have ever been there??? i order an iced mocha with double coffee. i KNOW they put "3 shots" of coffee in it. therefore-- double equals SIX. but every time.. they think they have to explain it to me. it really gets irritating. one time though.. i ordered a double iced mocha.... wanna know what i got??? i got a iced mocha with double ICE!!
i was so mad... i think i asked her if she was retarded. she probably spit in the one she re-made.
but good lord. is stupidity a pre-requisite to making coffee???
or-- fast food for that matter? we went to wendys for food tonight... not even a lot of food-- 2 meals--- they forgot one of the fries. good thing i checked. but we had to go back. i swear it's true when i say "it's cuz i'm me!" is it karma.. or the curse?? i swear it's somethin. cuz this much crap just doesn't happen to people. it's just too stupid. and frequent. dontcha think?

anyhow--- i think that's about it. i reckon i shall cruise a bit and check up on y'all ...

i have the EEG tomorrow morning... i don't know how long it will take for the results--- hopefully they will be ok whenever they do get back. i keep thinking back to when i was getting lost all the time. i still get lost sometimes.. but not as much as i was like 6 or 8 months ago.... remember that?? i could hardly get in the car without getting lost! i was wondering then and am now... if i was having seizures... hmmmm.... wth??? if so... why??? and if so--- is it gonna happen again... i mean convulsions... and if so.. is it gonna be a frequent thing...
sorry... but it's just something i am worried about. i hope the tests will be able to give me some answers. but i know that may not happen. and really , that sucks.

g'night folks..