i already have two strikes against me---and they are only piling up... and hell.. it's 6 a.m!
it rained hard all night long-- the wind is about to blow the roof off--- AND i just heard that it MIGHT even snow today.. WTF???? AND i have the great EEG this morning-- which in and of itself is only offering mixed emotions. i hate doctors-- i hate NEW doctors even more than doctors i know and hate. i hate new procedures EVEN more than that... and i hate uncertainty even more. oh , and to top that off, i live in a place that NO ONE knows how to drive in a mere sprinkle.. so of course in a rain like this-- every highway.. and of course in DFW there are only like 3000 of them... every highway is backed up with car wrecks and looky-loos! OMG.
this is a day that i would be better off going back to bed! but also a day that it's just not possible.
i have too much to do-- and too many places to go. hubby goes back to work tomorrow..so aside from the appointments, etc.. i have to make sure all my errands, and running around get done while i have my soul-driver.
groceries, mailing bills, po-box, getting rx's dropped off and picked up , all that kind of outside stuff that will require driving. plus any other misc crap. guess i better get to making my list--
ya know-- it sure is different when it is a choice to not go anywhere... and when you are told that you can't go anywhere. six months is a long time. to not even go to the store--or fishing-- this is crap. how my brother lived his entire life this way --- i don't know. he just accepted it. and he walked-- a lot. he walked for miles and miles a day sometimes. sure, he got rides, and he hitch hiked-- but he walked , and rode bikes-- but maybe he didn't know different. but i do-- and i don't like it. i'm actually quite peeved.
speaking of which-- they just showed a car on tv that drove through a building-- due to a "medical condition"... holy crap!
anybody wanna join me in my pity party???
i guess i'll have to learn some kind of crafty crap or something... i'll surely go insane on house arrest.
i could write my book...
i could scrapbook
i could make stained glass windows
OR better yet--- i could hang my crap on my nekkid walls!!!
hope you all have happy mondays-- for a monday!
