Showing posts with label i'm tired but i just cannot sleep anyone have any brain brakes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label i'm tired but i just cannot sleep anyone have any brain brakes. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

oh hell, is anyone else awake at this hour?

it sure wasn't my plan to be, but is it ever? nope.
soo anyhow-- i was about to start this post at 331...when i noticed that---i stopped and waited for the 333. (a.m.) don't ask me what it is with that number-- for real, i don't know what it means. i reckon i just notice it a lot.

anyways.. i told y'all i'd be back to finish the previous post-- but i obviously got busy. it was worth it for a while tho---my house looks really good today. just a little more to do and it will look mahvelous. hubby got home from work early and gave me a hand. just cuz we were expecting the tile guy tonight-- but it was his turn to reschedule with us i guess. so he will be here tomorrow. i can't wait to have all my shower tiles back up and 2 showers usable. ugh. you just don;t know the frustration. well of course you do, who am i kiddin.

lately, i have been terribly stressed--and i reckon manic too. i rarely sleep lately and it's drivin me nuts. i used to wake up at this time--- now i'm lucky if i even go to bed at this time. i'll bet five out of seven days a week--- i am up all night long. it causes nagging from everyone around me. hubby, soulkid, doctors, even soulkids dr's. as if i don't know that i need to sleep. ugh. 6-12 hours a week of sleep is just not gonna cut it if this decides to last much longer. not much i can do about it tho. i take my meds... i've switched my meds. wth else am i supposed to do?? i clean, i do taxes, i write, i do nuthing at all some nights, and others i make playlists and cd's online. i have actually made some pretty good cd's/ i even get to listen to them in my car--- when i'm alone. :))

so-- speakin of music-- here's a video i found on utube, that seems suitable for the situation here. while that plays you can cruise around i reckon. see if ya missed anything.
here ya go-- i'll move up--well, no i won't i'll just put it here, then finish below that. sound like a plan? it works for my fried brain.

vid

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so-- as for the rest of the story---
the other video--darius rucker-- i put on here earlier today--- it was actually not the original song i had chosen for it. i chose a nickleback song-- in honor of my smocha.
y'all know she just loooves nicleback. me? a few here and there--and i like this one. but-- as it turns out-- my pix turned out a bit long for the song--as usual...grrrrr...so i just added another song, and let it go.

hope you like it.

ok now i'll post this video-- that i planned on this afternoon ...before utube bitched about copyright crap. and move upstairs. k.
luv ya


well shiiit--its darius-- i'll get it figured out later

for now--play the nickleback and watch the other--if it will let ya ughugh

BWAHAHAHA IT WORKED!!!

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