Thursday, July 8, 2010

i'm fixin to go 'gran-gran' on someone -- haelP !


ok peoples . i need help. seriously. i have no one to talk to about this. not to make anybody feel bad or anything. i do have a few of y'alls phone numbers, but i am aware of the fact that y'all have jobs and lives, and schedules too. unlike myself. not that i'm complaining. i woke up this morning to a completely people-less house -- and it has been nice. i haven't been 'alone' - in like two weeks. i have missed my 'soul-time'. some folks get lonely bein alone a lot-- me? i like it. well, most of the time anyhow. i just like the silence mostly i think. no tv, no music, no conflict. just silence. i guess i just get irritated easily at 'noise'. to me, silence really is golden. but in all honesty? i love my little family - and i couldn't survive without them.. y'all know that right?

so anyways, yeh, i know -- my mind has wandered way off track -- again. i'm famous for that - and i'm sure you've noticed it has gotten worse. i reckon that's the main reason that i have chosen to write less often here. i just can't seem to keep my shit strait anymore. it bothers me , i'm sure, more than y'all. well, maybe. i have noticed a drop in readers, and comments, so perhaps it's a tie.?

so. back to what i was sayin. or tryin to say. i need some help here. it's about the massage place - issue. money etc. i entered my online banking thing this morning to check on things, like i usually do. it's almost a part of my daily routine -- i think it's actually an OCD thing. even if i don't spend any money - i'm in there every day to see what's goin on.

anyhow-- i go in there this mornin-- and what do you think i saw? yup-- an automatic withdrawl --- from the massage place ! AFTER not only a phone call -- with a verbal cancellation of my contract, and request for a refund of advance payments--- BUT also an email ! 7/2 and 7/3. WTF??? what do i do now guys?? i so wanted to call immediately, if not sooner, and start the heads rollin. i refrained though. i have a tendency to get too emotional about things like this. especially at times like this-- when i have so much other stuff goin on. i just know that i would handle it badly.
i cannot bring soulman into it -- he is already pretty pissed off - and doesn't really have all the details of 'what happened'. he doesn't want to hear it-- and i don't wanna tell him. also, like i said in the comments box - somewhere -- i really do not wanna be responsible for people losing their jobs -- cuz the owner is an asshat. the thought crossed my mind to stop payment on the withdrawl -- but that would cost me 20.00 -- yeh i know -- it would also save me 20.00.
i am in a quandary. a big mess. and i don't know what to do. or how to do it.
i could call the board of health, better business bureau , a lawyer, any number of 'people.' i just don't know WHO.

and i have no idea why i just went to italics ! dammit! make it STOP!

any--erg!- ways... i don't guess i have much more to say right now-- this stupid text is killin me. i'm a stressed out soul, and stuff is just irritating the piss outta me.

anyone got any advice? soulutions? wanna make some calls for me? this place now owes me $199.95 --- it just aint right !!!

i'll catch up with ya later --
have happy days in your worlds today !
i may work on a vacay video for later so check back k?
laterz -

5 comments:

Donna said...

Call them RIGHT now and tell them you will call the POLICE DEPT for theft! If you have copies of your email that you sent that's dated, That should prove you cancelled On that date! A business CANNOT continue to charge your credit card without your permission!
Let us know!
hughugs

Janelle said...

I'd call the bank and let them know of fraudulent activity on your account. That's a bunch of crap. They can usually recover your money faster then you can.

Lynx217 said...

Oh yes go to the bank and contest the charges. They will definitely take care of it easier than you in most cases. Worst case scenario, close the account and reopen it with a different account number. That'll stop that!

SOUL said...

hi peeps-- thanks -- i so wanted to do that - i was just too pissed off . all freakin day. i don't have enough body parts to count the number of times that i have been stolen from. the thought of that - and the damn feelings that come with it overtook me the entire day yesterday. i really could have caused some trouble -- probably for my own self -- if i would have called anyone about this. only myself look bad.

yeh, the police is a good idea.

the bank? maybe even better.

i can't close my account - i've had that account for years, and i have too many automatic payments come out of it. i'd screw myself if i closed it - over 40 bucks.

so. as of now? i'm just tryin not to get overly pissed. which yeh i know- i already am. this is like the straw breaking the camels back. i have literally been stolen from my entire life. everything from a pack of cigs out of my car- to an entire vehicle - to my most recent jewelry theft by my movers -- now this. i'm just angry. and i know the best thing to do is keep MY mouth shut.

at this point - the charge is still pending -- so - i reckon until it clears.. i will just wait . and get more angry. i need to find someone else to deal with these people. i'm just a liability. i'll make everything worse.

anyhow-- i have yet another lovely appointment soon. and yup -- THEY called ME -- again. this one? a six month follow up... thyroid ultra sound. (remember the 'nodules'? ) yeh well, time to see if they've 'changed'.

i'm so sick of this shit.

2 MRI's and an ultrasound , in less than two weeks. it woulda never happened if i wanted it this way. here i am, just cruisin along , wantin to be left alone-- and every other day some damn dr. calls ME. WTF?

anyhow-- i must go. i reckon this will be my post for the day. cuz i cannot shut UP.

happy days to y'all.
i never got a chance to work on the TN video. maybe later. i shall try.

latah peeps-

Kristy said...

I can so relate to checking the bank on-line everyday. I had a charge awhile back from some company that wasn't suppose to debit my account and I called the bank to take care of it and I didn't have to close my account. So, maybe call the bank and see if they will credit it back to you. I hope you are doing better as I haven't been on-line for a little bit.