yeh, i thought i was a little rough on that '1st' post myself. i admit that. i didn't mean to sound like a bitch, but i spose i had some venting to do. i also wanted to make a few things clear from the start. ya know? why not? right? new or old here, let's shoot straight from the get go. i put my intentions out there-- and if yours don't match mine- then you know where the door is. 'capice'?
ok, now that we have that cleared up, and hopefully i am forgiven.
howdy folks!!!! i'm so happy to see those of you who stopped in yesterday!!! really.
like i said-- i'm not hiding from anyone-- in fact, with my style of writing, and even my 'name' it would actually be impossible. well, IF anyone were to actually try and find me.
like Gypsy said-- i am a bit unique. not many folks write/talk the way that i do. and good ole google is always there to assist with anyone who would think to punch in one of my phrases or quotes or somethin. well, i would think so anyhow. besides that-- most folks know my nickname 'brezz' came long before 'soul'. so-- even tho i would sometimes like to fall off the face of the earth-- not gonna happen if i continue to blog.
so. i'm here to stay i reckon. like it or not... and apparently-- ya like it. so do i. :))
i'm wonderin if i need to explain myself to any of y'all at this point. i feel like i should. but at the same time.... i really hate to do that. or feel like i need to. explain myself, or try to make folks understand me, at times. ya know? why can't i just BE? most of you, already know me, and how my mind works. that in itself should be enough.
i really wish it could be. without me explaining, or defending myself. because when i have to do that? it only makes things worse.
so. ya know what? that's all i'm sayin about that. because it's all i should have to say about that. i'm obviously not doin well right now. but that can change in an instant-- or it could change in two months... eventually it will change. so-- just love me, til it's changed. how bout that? i'll be the me you know and love -- someday. :))
anyhow--- my coffee is cold now, and i am in dire need of a shower. -- please don't get a visual on that :)) i haven't done much of anything in over a week -- maybe two. my car is two weeks overdue for inspection and registration. i am two months overdue for a haircut. my hair is brown and gray. i am one quarter of a tank low on the tank that was filled over two weeks ago. what does this spell? how bout d-e-p-r-e-s-s-i-o-n?
i have to do something.
i don't know if i need a med change-- or a vacation, but something has got to give here.
my pain is worsening, my brain is worsening right behind it.
oh! but eevee is having her surgery on the 22nd to have her breast tumor removed!!!finally. i -- we are very happy about that. the darn thing has grown and looks so uncomfortable for her. it should be simple, and hopefully a quick recovery for her. she recovered from her spay in about two weeks, and that was pretty major surgery. this will just be snip and clip---
after that-- on the 8th, she will be making the trip with her daddy to go to florida to pick up the new bubba boat :)) for company, and protection. she will love that. and so will stez. (soulman's new name-- he's actually had that name as long as i've used brezz-- since about 1995?-ish)
welp, on that happy note- i just went braindead, and have not one thought in my head.
so i will leave you with that.. and go cruise around to see if any of y'all have anything to say today-
have happy days in your worlds today!
:))
6 comments:
Sounds like you got a January funk. Nah, you weren't harsh. Just laying down the rules and common courtesies. Kind of stupid for folks to be copying what you write. Do they have marshmellow fluff for brains that they can't think of anything original to say on their blogs? Geez.
Hope you pooch does OK with the surgery. Yeee-ouch! Extra doggy treats are in order, don't you think?
I'll be posting more pics soon on our building progress. Enjoy the views without the pain of writing the checks, LOL!
Like Donna said you are just getting a message across and that's fair enough. This is your page to do what you want with and say what you want which is as it should be. It's kind of nice having that freedom isn't it?
I really hate having that feeling where you just can't motivate yourself to do much of anything. I've had a phone bill I was supposed to pay weeks ago but I just keep putting it off. It would take 5 minutes and it would be done but do you think I can be bothered? And I'm not even depressed. Let's hope one morning very soon you wake up all energised and ready to get stuck into all these little inconveniences we call life. You know it can happen.
Good luck to poor Eevee.
marshmallow fluff for brains? that's funny. a little nicer than i would put it though. it was really gettin to me though. it was only a couple a folks, but geesh-- it was just way too often. and irritating.
but oh well.
i will update on z doggie as she goes. i'm sure she will do fine. at least i hope so. sounds simple enough.
yeh, extra treats for her-- pig ears are the in-thing these days. her and sushi both tear em up :))
can't wait to see the latest pix-- i shall go check now- looks like you may have put some up a while ago.
take care you sweet and boring friend o' mine
gypsy- that's a good way to put it--
freedom. or maybe freedom of speech?
either way. i need to chill. i think i just have a little resentment lingering. just - like i said. not feeling to spry these days. but- it'll pass. eventually.
i do that, like you, have bills layin around, and even the money to pay them... but do i? well, no, course not. why bother? i have other things to do.
kinda makes me feel better that i'm not the only one that does that. i've never heard of anyone else who does that. i thought it was just 'me'.
you'll pay it eventually-- with a late fee prolly-- but you'll get to it-- just like i will eventually register my car-- hopefully before i get a ticket :))
bleh---
hugs to you-
laterz
I love the label on this post. :-)
Hang in there and don't let the winter blahs get you down.
Peace - D
D--
i can do better-- just keep comin around-
i love seein you again :))
have a happy day- or at least try to smile k?
big hugs-
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