who can i blame for this pain? i swear it's worse since the shots the other day. it was supposed to get better. it's not. especially in the mornings. ugh. it's depressing. and so is the weight gain. what IS UP with that? i haven't gained weight since summer when everyone was home all the time-- but that came back off. this passed few weeks.. i swear i gain ten pounds a day! i know-- it only feels like it-- but UGH. it's horrible. nothing fits, and i feel awful.
and did i mention my hair? it's driving me crazy. i must get it cut. back to the original too short for short cut. i tried to keep it at median length. i tried for the kinda long-- but that got outta hand. now the this is gettin bad. maybe i'm just a bitch and nothing can satisfy me??? yep. i bet that's it. i'm just a middle aged hag.
oh, and my plans for meeting the girl about the portrait fell thru for today.
it's not a big deal for me though. i don't have the money to give her anyways.
she said it has to do with her work schedule-- but i know she has a major fear of storms, and we are expecting one today. so i think that's it.
but anyhow-- i don't know.
i just kinda wanted to get it over with.
guess we'll meet up next week , cuz it's sposed to rain for a couple days.
(so much for fishin for a while.)
but-- speakin of fishin-- i did manage to catch a fish or two-- without my camera.
a perch--and a pretty decent decent bass.
so-- aside from my bitch list--- there aint much goin on around here .
hubby went back to work this morning.
which is good.
for both of us.
too much time together, just aint that great a thing.
it makes me lazy-ER actually.
him too i think.
he has lost a lot of weight btw. he needs a new belt--and prolly some new pants.
which is a really good thing.
he has needed to lose weight for a long time time. his weight had become a health issue.
he is proud of himself, and so am i.
as for my weight-- y'all know how i feel. ugh.
i went back on topamax the other day when i saw my shrink the other day.
maybe that will help me.
i have no clue what has made me gain so much weight , so fast.
but it bothers me.
i've always had that "self image problem " though
i don't think that's my fault.
y'all can blame my family and peers for that one.
weird how i'd rather look like a dead racoon than
"whatever. "
huh
welp-- i reckon i better get rockin.
gotta take the chillens to school soon.
yep-- soulkid got a break and had a schoolnight sleepover.
i thought it would be a disaster, but they got up and got ready on time.
what a surprise!
catch ya later.
i didn't spend much time online yesterday-- feelin too fat and ill.
i'll try to get around more today.
happy thursday peeps.
13 comments:
Wish I could say something that would help sweetie...(((HUG)))
Its a sure bet that its a side effect from the meds. Topamax helped my daughter lose weight so maybe it will help you too.
I'm glad Soul-man lost weight...good job! But tell him he didn't really lose it....I FOUND IT. LOLOLOLOLOL
donna-- just you comin over helps-- :))
hugz back
hiya charlotte--\
that's my guess too-- just tryin to figure out which one-- or maybe if it was stoppin the topamax in the first place. i am findin many people gain a lot of weight on coumadin-- strange but true. i'm due to stop it-- i hope they let me.
you're too late for tellin soulman you found his poundage-- i already used that one on him :))
hope your day is goin good.
i'm thinkin i need a nap-- too many dr's in too few days-- man they wear me out.
neuro finally suggested checkin for lupus--- hmmm what a concept eh?
later
hugssssss
Sounds like a good Thursday. And you'll get your weight back in control. This is temporary (I say as I munch on jelly beans and wonder why my pants are too tight).
You just WEIGHT..summer's coming and we'll both git rid of it. I'm supposed to walk tomorrow and I'm so damn short of breath from carrying this load of "middle" around that I'll be embarrassed. It's not the smoking either because it varies with how much I eat. Geesh.
Hang in there and hope the storm passes quickly...
hey cheryl-- i wouldn't say it was a bad day-- but i didn't get my nap--- in fact-- i don't remember when i had my last nap. well--- prolly after my last sleepless night perhaps.
i only like jelly belly jelly beans-- what kind do you eat?
and how was your thursday? how's your pain? i hope it's gettin better.
happy friday-
hey debbie--
summer makes me GAIN weight -- cuz the kid wants to eat all day-- but i have decided i'm gonna fish all day. she can join me if she wants-- but i won't feel obligated to sit here on my arse all the time this go round. i don't know what happened last summer that i was home so much , but i gained a lot of weight and was lazy.
oh, maybe i had med probs. i think that was it. yup it was.
hopefully i shall feel better, and get out more this time.
at least i plan to.
happy friday-
I'm waaaaaay behind reading. Busy here.
I wouldn't want to pay for the portrait, either. It's a big disappointment. I've wanted to have a portrait of Rebecca painted, too, but have never had it done.
On another note: Where on earth did you find a picture of me? I feel every bit that fat. . . and may be.
Don't worry too much about the weight. You have some wiggle room. (that picture cracks me up by the way) The main thing is you feel better, then you can concentrate on the weight issues (if any) What is the portrait thing? Do you want me to do a portrait of your daugher? I wasn't sure if that's what you want to have done...need to go back and read. Anyhooo, enjoy the weekend even though it's supposed to RAIN!
Aw, hope to pain go away quickly.
I need a hair cut too. But I'm very cheap, I just can't spend that much for a hair cut, so I cut myself, or make husband cut mine. Therefore it always looks horrible. Ugh!
I have a feeling you don't look half as bad as you make out. Quit be so hard on yourself! - I finally got something posted so don't give up on me entirely.
Would you guve Soulman and great big high 5 for me - I know he must be working hard on the weight loss thing - can't be easy.
how did you get that fat picture of me.......
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