Friday, February 20, 2009

my give a damn's busted



so is my thinker. i have been sittin here for half an hour-- waiting for soulkid to get up--so she can have the first shower. yep-- three of us sharing one shower is pretty much a bitch , but -- ugh .. let's not go there.




but anyhow-- it has been a total waste of my get ready time.. because -- you prolly remember-- she doesn't have to get up anymore-- not at 5 or 6 at least-- because-- she doesn't need to be dropped off at school anymore.
have i mentioned that my memory is busted too?



however, i DO need to get on the ball about this homeschool thing. her books and stuff showed up in the mail yesterday. all.. 300.00 worth of it. this better be what she wants-- and she better be willing to do the work for it. i've heard good things about homeschool-- but of course it has it's pitfalls too. i'm not ready to deal with motivating her for school "here".. but i did get a new--new to me.. desk..and am passing my old one down to her-- so at least she can have a "work environment" aand hopefully do what's expecting of her. ugh. i'm not looking forward to it-- but there is online help with it-- tutors etc.. so it just may not be so bad. (my lack of schoolness knowledge i mean).


anyone got a match?


so-- i have my outpatient group thing goin on this morning. i go from 9-12.. but leave around 815 or so. if i'm motivated to get ready-- and today-- i'm just not.

but i gotta do what i gotta do. ugh.


i don't know what else to say here.. obviously my mind is on several different things-- and responsibilities of all of the soulclan-- and some of y'all.


and what a lovely can-o-worms this has turned out to be- i even got the mysterious underlining from nowhere.
good thing we have a therapy hog in group--
seriously-- she takes the entire group time on herself. but hey-- gives the rest of us time to not think about our own stuff. this gals much worse a basket case than the rest of us. ugh.




but hey-- the more she talks about herself-- the less i have to talk about my shit. bah. she really is hard to deal with tho-- ugh. maybe if i hit her in the head-- she'll realize the rest of us are payin this place too--- and NOT to be HER counselor. eegads-- she even overwhelms the counselor.

welp--time sure flies when ya have shit to do. but it drags it's ass on the slow boring days.





speaking of today---
check out the weather comin my way-- i do believe that fishin is order-- soon!


Sunny
Partly Cloudy/Wind
Mostly Sunny
Partly Cloudy
Partly Cloudy

High: 72°
Low: 49°
High: 57°
Low: 32°
High: 62°
Low: 39°
High: 68°
Low: 46°
High: 75°
Low: 57°

well that looks like shit-- but check those numbers-- that's like winnin the lotto for me !! 70;s ? WOO HOOO!!!

i hope y'all are having good days in your worlds--
i'm tryin.
seems the best i can do lately.
i'm still not gettin very far though.
ugh

welp-- times a wastin--- and i gotsta go-
laterz

10 comments:

ac said...

Good morning butter bean!

Today is sofa day. Yay!

There is a lot of halp (ha) out there to be had for homeschooling. I hope it goes well for you and your soulgirl. Keep the faith!! xoxoxox ac

hmmmm those worms look juicy and fat.... Let's go fishing! :)

Portia said...

souliooooo!
spring is coming!! it's a start anyway. good luck getting settled into those school books. after a couple weeks of it hopefully you guys will have a rhythm down. i hope you get to enjoy some sunshine this weekend:)

Anonymous said...

I wish we had that weather! High 40's next 3 days with nights in the 20's !! aj

Brad said...

Hey Sweet-pea. I'm thinking you set one of the dogs on soulkid for schoolin - Let them be Miss Tightnickers school marm. If the kid doesn't perform....well you get the picture.

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Raine said...

Fishing!! WooHoo- it would probably be great therapy for you

Summer said...

Wow. I'm just catching up with you. You have a lot going on and you still think enough of us to update your blog.

Homeschooling. You're brave. There are so many resources for you. Check out Pioneer Woman's blog, she home schools all four of her kids. Ack!

Take good care of yourself.

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Cheryl said...

I'm glad you're going to group. The talker has to give the others a chance. Isn't there a moderator?

Hope Soulkid is motivated. She's got to own her schooling. Should be interesting.

Hope your weekend is going OK. Wish we had your weather.

JLee said...

Homeschooling can be a challenge for sure...hope that works out well for her. I'm glad to see you're going to group even though there is a "therapy hog" lol I think the one on one is better if you can get it, and even then you sometimes have to get the right person for you.