Thursday, January 1, 2009

i think it's time for me to take a break from here

actually, i've thought that for a couple months, but today - i'm sure of it. i just can't keep trying to pretend that things are ok. nor can i keep whining that they are not.

i didn't start, or continue this blog to get sympathy or pity from anybody. seems these days -- that's all i get-- or people don't come or if they do they decide they just can't respond to such crap that i spew.

i can't write a decent post anymore. i can't leave a decent comment anywhere anymore either.


so.


this blog-
until further notice.


i love you guys and all that mushy stuff.
but i have way too much happening here
to have my focus lie in a world
that distracts me from what's most important.



i'm afraid if i don't get back to reality,
and face what's goin on here,
i will continue to fade away.
until my whole world is gone completely.



and that is not how i want to be.

i really do hope every one of you has better luck, better health, and very much happiness coming your way.

i do expect to come back when life levels out here-- but , i can't be certain that will happen. the leveling, or the coming back. i spose time will tell.

hugs to you all

SOUL.

12 comments:

Golden To Silver Val said...

Hey Soul-friend...I sure can understand you wanting a little blog break...but I do hope you return. I've become rather addicted to you....Soul and a cuppa coffee...they just seem to go together,ya know. So, may your troubles begin to smooth out and you get your second wind before too long. Rest up. We'll all be here waitin' on ya. Take your time...but please DO return, ok? Hugs and love. Charlotte

ac said...

Charlotte said it so well... I'm addicted to Soulpeep. HOOKED I tell ya! ha!

I will miss you loads but I fully understand that you must put your family and yourself first. You know I will be hanging around here hoping you come back soon. Until then, I will keep Soulfamily in my thoughts. Good Luck and hugs to you my friend! xoxoxox ac

EE said...

I truly understand. Text me sometime, if you want to:)

Angie Weid said...

You know how to reach me. And I know how to get a hold of you, too. Feel free to gimme a call to chat anytime.

..... Peace baby!

Mary said...

Ditto Charlotte's words. I wish you only the best and understand the need to concentrate on the most important thing - famiy. I'm here if you need me and will be waiting for your return.

Summer said...

I understand.
Totally.

Anonymous said...

Hugs to you Soul and come back when you feelyou can. We all need to reassess what's important from time to time and if this is your time then go forth and conquer my friend.

Jamie said...

Been there....done that. It is needed at times. Looking for you this am...as usual..

Get UP lazy butt!!!!

xo

Love ya.

desert dirt diva said...

I'm sorry to not be seein you hear, I don't care if you whine, i whine, or if you need a shoulder , i too need shoulders sometimes...and when you laugh its always good to laugh with friends, of all kinds.....you make us laugh.. enjoy your break.. and hope to see you soon.....

Cheryl said...

I'll be in touch :))

JLee said...

Hugs to you and enjoy your Soulbreak. We'll be here :)

The Real Mother Hen said...

I have secretly hoped that you would take a break - that would force you to rest, I reasoned. I care a lot about you. During this rest period, don't touch the computer Soul. Instead take charge of your every minute, be a control freak and rule how time goes by. You're the boss of time, believe it or not.

Rest up. Put your feet up. Then come back. We all will be here.

(Gosh, having a rest suddenly sounds really fun and exciting, I may do that too!!!)

Btw, a package came today to Motha Brown. The packing list said "Buddha Hand" - I almost wet my pants!!! Sorry, any religious item could send me running amok finding my witch broom now. Gingerly I opened it... and saw a really pretty, and I mean, real pretty, candle holder in a shape of a stretched palm. WOW! It's really pretty and I like it a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I didn't wet my pants. Instead I did a little Asian Buddhist dance :)

How I wish you could see my priceless little dance :)

Soul. No word could say it. Not even the word Thank You. You're more than that.