i have been awake since around 7-ish, and i just now --- at 830 -- realized it is sunday. all morning i thought it was monday, and was planning my day as such. ugh. y'all, i am seriously beginning to worry about my brain.
in fact, i watched House on TV last night-- would you believe some woman on there had a lung clot-- what a cowinkydink eh? well, one thing they did on there-- that they didn't do for me-- was-- check to see if her brain function had been compromised. i'm tellin ya-- somethin happened to my brain. it just aint right. wonder if it'll go back to it's already bad memory self, or stay like this??? cuz "this is just not good.
anyhow.
onto other things.
i did manage to cover myself in the birthday gift department. didn't even have to leave the house. last night hubby was cruisin online sales and auctions for amplifiers-- for his new guitar-- oh, and pedals too. well, he only had enough money left from his guitar money for the pedal.. so i told him i had enough on one of my credit cards for the amp he wanted-- which he STOLE-- the dude wanted 300-- used-- then called him back and told him he'd take 130.00 cuz he really needed the money. i almost feel bad payin so little , but i told him to use my card and paypal it. so gift is a done deal.
only thing about that? i'm already tempted to find an apartment on the side-- because of his guitar playing--and soulkids music blasting thru the poor acoustics of this house-- i haven't been able to get out much to escape from the noise-- now that it's gettin cold-- i know i won't be goin anywhere --
they want to kill me i think. i just cannot handle noise like that. i haven't tolerated noise well for years. it's a real "condition"... but -- it's mine--- not theirs. but it literally makes me hurt, and angry, and panicky and miserable.
but hey-- it makes them happy-- not my being miserable-- but their music.
so what can i do?
i just don't know--- i really wouldn't get an apartment-y'all know that.
i do need some lead ear muffs i think. do they make those?? :))
yes i know i am rather bitchy today. i have an excuse tho--- maybe a couple.
yesterday-- soulkid had her turn... we both did actually-- we both went from ok to arguing throughout the day.... my freakin headache was my excuse-- yep the same damn headache i had for days. and her excuse was-- i have craaaaaamps. oh the joys of a teenage girl in the home. so i went to bed at like 6 pm last night-- just to get away from it all. the noise the bickering, and to just rest and hope my headache would go away.
i didn't go to sleep til like 11 or 12 i think, but i hid out for hours.this morning i had a visitor-- yep you guessed it-- aunt flo knocked on my door. isn't it weird how women living together do get on or near the same cycle? just imagine poor soulman. i really do pity him at these times. and i try to remind him to try to ignore us---or even just go fishin or somethin. he caught the brunt of soulkids rage yesterday too----- so-- he was reeeeeal happy to hear this morning, that I have "IT" too. :)) -- but he is such an understanding guy-- he said-- that's why you two have been arguing. :)) i still pity him. i know the men know just what i mean.
but hey-- on the bright side?
90 % of my migraines are pms related, so it is gone now... finally. i almost forgot what it was like to be headache-less. maybe i can accomplish something today?
speaking of such things-- that i prolly shouldn't have-- :))
but did anyhow--
yesterdaY soulkid told me i should have a baby !!!!! OMG NO!!
i told her-- i'm too old to have a damn baby! i can barely take care of myself.
i considered it (we did) when she was like 5. but hell no, not now. i am soooo done with kids. i'll wait for the grand baby thank you. and Lord i pray that isn't any time soon.
so anyhow-- i really have nothin else to talk about. i could complain. i would have lots to say in that department--- but i'm as sick of that as y'all are. i really need to work on my attitude. with winter looming-- and so much to catch up on-- it does make it tough. but i try.
so-- i will let y'all go--
and i hope you have happy days today in your worlds---
8 comments:
You are perfectly normal to me...
It's Sunday and I'm cold too. It's not supposed to be cold in Floreeduh. NOT. But alas... My tootsies are so not toasty. xo ac
where'd everybody go? was it something I said? :)
Sorry it's been so long since I've said anything. I really am sorry. Work sucks, don't it? Though I'm sure you'd love to get out more, you don't want my job, trust me. I don't!
Tell the man that the best present in the world he already has - you. If he don't like that, sorry! LOL. No it's not an age thing that presents change and cheapen up - be happy. I'm 28 and hell, a gift card to somewhere I am at all the time is much more appreciated than a lot of other stuff. Give me stuff that's going to be useful. Last Christmas my "adopted mum" sent me one of those hand-made pillow thingies you microwave and it warms you up by warming your blood up. Best present in ages. Now the PDA was the BEST but that was half 'cause Mr. Cat got that for me right after we'd gotten together and he knew how much I wanted (and needed - my brain doesn't work either) one. He just had no idea how much I'd get attached to it.
My point is... Be happy you have what you do have. I know you and your daughter go at it (and pity your man for being stuck with TWO pmsing women!) - but it's normal, me and my Mom went at it a LOT. It'll get better, I promise, especially once she finds her own wings and realizes how much you really set her on that path.
I'm so, so glad to read you're doing better, even if it's only slowly. I can't imagine being that much in pain that I couldn't even clean the cat box - oh dear... LOL Mr. Cat sends his regards as well, though he doesn't blog like we do, I did tell him what you were going through, and the cringe said it all.
And one last thing, AC is right. You ARE normal. It's these freaks out in the world that are abnormal LOL. But, AC, it's not COLD there. It is here... 26 as I type this at 7pm EST. I'll take your, what, 60? And ANYTIME. You can have my 26 and snow still on the ground!
LMAO. Hope I made everyone laugh, though my "comment" almost resembles a post! Sorry!
Hope tonight is better for ya. Its cold up here and there is 3 inches of the S word in the forecast for tomorrow. BAH.
ha ha...two women on PMS... oh well.... Soulhub has been around long enough to at least put up with it! LOL! Hope you having a good Sunday.... I think you should video or record some of his strummings and post them!
Hey Soul - I saw this quote on my friend's blog the other day. It says "Grandkids are the reward for not strangling your teenager."
See! I wanted to strangle mine yesterday too. But I prefer to have grandkids.
It's nearly 5 a.m. get up! LOL
I do kind of pity Soulman. You guys are haggy enough without PMS . ROFL
Wonder what made the kid suggest a baby NOW, as opposed to when she was about 8. Hmmmm.
Yeah, give me a grandkid any day:)
Love me
Maybe someone could buy you noise-canceling headphones for Christmas? You're surrounded by too much noise! It would drive me crazy too.
It's that time of the month for my girl too and for once, she hasn't been a witch. I'm in shock.
Glad the migraine's over. Can you tell your doctor what you saw on House? OK, he'll hate that.
Happy Tuesday??
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