Saturday, September 20, 2008

better than nothin?

no, i didn't have to hunt this one down. it's been on my playlist for a long time. just figured now would be a good time to post it, since i have nothin to say.
well.. except-- that for those who don't know-- i did attempt to catch up a little last night with some of y'all.. and actually fell asleep-- somewhere. i don't remember where-- but one of you does, :)-

so ya--- happy saturday folks--
i know y'all aren't stupid people. so yep-- i have some heavy shit goin down here on the homefront. and i can't discuss it here with you. there was a time that i would have freely blabbed it all over the place. but i have learned along this road of blogging, that what i don't own.. i can't give away.

but i do love and miss you all.. and one of these days, i will get my shit together and hopefully be back on the bloggin trail. i miss it-- i miss y'all. but i literally am either busy, gone, or exhausted... and when or if i do make it into these pages-- i'm more often than not-- on one type of med or another-- if not pain.. anxiety---or sleep. so forgive me if i have been an ass anywhere.

til next time..
be happy-


23 comments:

desert dirt diva said...

yea i'm first that never happens.....o.k. let me now go read your blog....

CRUSTY MOM-E said...

"what I don't own I can't give away..."

that's a great line!

I'll miss you but I know you'll be back and take care of your stuff!!

:)<
E

SOUL said...

ya crusty-
maybe i should write it down huh. i always forget the good ones.
i said somethin on vals page once about scars or somethin-- forgot it--- poof--now it'd prolly be a good line in a poem i need to write.
senility sucks.

one of these days it won't just be the good / important stuff i forget.
well.. in a perfect world.

happy weekend to you and your fam E.

tweet :))

SOUL said...

well dd-
did it leave you speechless--or didya just leave?

i hope you and yours are doing good too

happy weekend

Cheryl said...

I'm with Crusty. I miss you and just want you to be happy.

Smocha said...

Where in the world do you find these songs?
Who is that?

So depressing.:0

What's the word Poops?
Floozie1 and I are off to an all black church this morning. We'll send up a jiv'en ,rockin' in the aisle prayer for you and yours.

Love me

SOUL said...

smocha--
did i ever tell you i wished i was a fat black lady???
my kid thinks i'm crazy-- but really--
they see themselves as the hottest thing that ever walked. they have WHITE teeth, they are very happy, they are close to god and they can sing like nobody else!

and a skinny little white girl just can't get it together.

go figure.

why is that?

have fun at church. and tell floozie ola --
luv me

ps-- when have i not listened to this kinda music? it's blue october btw-- just kinda found it one day after i got their cd.

luv me

SOUL said...

cheryl-- i'll get it together eventually. or die trying.
i hope you are havin a good weekend- good to seee you comin around-- :))
glad to hear you and em had a good week-- real glad.
hoping you have another-- maybe the fucked up 14 is coming to an end? (or is she 15?) maybe it's true-- maybe 14 is just a horrible year-- is she is 15--she just had a bday right?

or am i just stupid?
anyhow- enjoy the good days.
we know how rare they are eh?

laterz-

Mary said...

I agree with Crusty, that's a great line. As a matter of fact, I understood and appreciated every comment in the video.

You have Blue October - for me February is really heavy. I wish I could say something to make your path easier but all I can think of is "I care - I really, really care." Sending hugs.

Summer said...

Hey Honey...Just thinking about you.

Love you.

Mean it.

Brad said...

Hi ya Sweets - Sending you a big internet hug - I hope things get smoothed out soon. I do miss you too.

XOXO

BC

desert dirt diva said...

I liked the never never nevernever give up the best.......oh yea a day late the first and last maybe to comment....

JLee said...

I've never seen you be an ass! Do you feel up to lunch tomorrow still? Let me know..I'm game if you are :)

Smocha said...

Go out to lunch....be normal. :)

And update this damn thing. I slap you face!

Love me

SOUL said...

we are smocha-- if the curse doesn't interfere-
and i wanna update- but i have nuthin to say.
every time i try-- i fail.
we'll see.
maybe today?
luv me

desert dirt diva said...

hope you have a good lunch....

The Real Mother Hen said...

Miss you too :)
And I'm sure the fish in the river misses you too :)

Angie Weid said...

Hey there Soul Baby,

You are doing just fine. Thank you for your visits.

Peace Baby!!!

mosiacmind said...

stopping by to say hi...i have my computer back

EE said...

I'm with Crusty Beef... that's a great line.
I havent been blogging much, either.
I hope everything settles down for you, Soul!

desert dirt diva said...

are you alright.. i miss you....hope your alright...hmmmmmmmm.....are you quiting your blog too...or just taking a break?????

Jamie said...

Update dammit!

xo

mosiacmind said...

just stopping by to say hi. i hope that you take not just good but great care of yourself.