Monday, August 13, 2007

i missed the meteor show, but i have a giant one on my FACE

mornin peeps...

did anybody see the meteors last night? i didn't, and i know "simonsays" didn't... i posted my "rant" in the below comments section. it was actually a follow up post all it's own, it is quite long. i think by the time i had finished writing it, my plan was to move it over to the post section... but i was sooo damn tired i couldn't ... too much work. so if ya wanna see how the evening panned out over here... it's over there.

other than that... after i wrote that... (well, to back up a little... yesterday was a rough, tiring, painful, exhaustin, anxiety ridden day... all the way around... so when we got home from the pond i took my sleep meds... which are quite strong meds, and i began to blog, post, and cruise etc.) so anyhow... i posted my comment here, then i went thru blogland... it is now going on 6 am... at this point, i have no idea who's blogs i actually stopped by... or left comments on... what i DO remember, is hubby coming to bed... removing the laptop from my belly... which was turned on, and had a half written comment on it.... to "who"... no idea! but i must say ... i am so very glad that i did not manage to get to the point of actually posting it! he was standing there holding the laptop...laughing his ass off! i woke up in a stupor of course... i'm like what? he shows me this crap i had been "attempting" to write... on , like i said "someones " blog... every other word was underlined in red for spellcheck! i was obviously half ..or more asleep...i couldn't really comprehend much, and now, don't remember anything other than that... i don't know what it "was meant" to say.. or in response to what... but it was a total mess! i don't think he posted it.. i am pretty sure he deleted it... but if anyone gets a very incoherant... drunk sounding comment from me... it was me.. sleep blogging. (blogging under the influence). let me know what i said would ya?

good LORD.

so anyways..
todays agenda?
one step at a time...
smoke and choke..which for those who don't know..i chain smoke and drink coffee til i'm full , and that's what i call it. (in the morning.
step two... shower..
step three
gastro doc followup.
step three..
depends on how sane or Insane i feel at the time. not thinkin that far ahead today.

i got too far ahead of myself yesterday, and it damn near killed me. not literally of course.. but i was not very happy.

i hope everyone has good days today.

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

and you too Soul... yes dont get too ahead of yourself... enough time to do things on your time and at your pace.... we are not F-1 drivers here! Later girl... BTW, comment was probably not to me... it sounded coherent enough! ha!

Portia said...

well it's monday & i'm back... BATMAN:) so glad to hear you guys had a good time fishing and you came away with $70 and some hilarious stories! it occured to me over the weekend that i hadn't wished you luck, andi really meant to but i guess in my depression i became all self involved. anywho i also loved this post on blogging under the influence, which is pretty much me right now cause nobody in our house slept at all last night! well take it easy & have a great monday!

SOUL said...

hi you two... no problemo robin!..... sorry you were depressed... i can relate, i am having one of those days myself. well one of those coupla days actually as it turns out. so it's all good.
i am on my way out to go face the dreaded asshole. i mean dr.
i will be back shortly, but have some stuff to do. i will catch up with everyone when i get a chance.
i hope y'all have good...or better days.. whichever fits.
c ya

EE said...

You crack me up, Soul! I wish I would have gotten a "sleep" rant:)

Jamie said...

Hey Kiddo---I hope that all goes smoothly at the doctor today, and NO SURPRISES! And that you are feeling good...

SOUL said...

hiya...
a sleep rant ya... i imagine that might be kinda funny to get one.. but to see it after writing it.. OMG...no thanks. again.. hubby saves the day. phew

jamie.. i will post about the big surprise. of course there were surprises...cuz i am fu-- umm.. frickin ME.

josie2shoes said...

Well... you did get some good reports here, mixed in with the other stuff - at least there were no major problems detected from those fun tests they did to you last time. I am sorry to hear you gotta do the colonoscopy, I wish you would have gone ahead and got it done with, stead of sitting around and stressing about it, but I do undertand needing a little time to mentally prepare. Just make DAMN SURE the doc prescribes enough "relax me" stuff that you don't care if they stand you on your head! The point is they gotta get to the bottom of what's been causing all the problems so you can start to feel better, Soul! An we are going to start focusing on the POSITIVES, so you stop attracting all those rocks!! :-)

SOUL said...

hey josie.. is that a PUN... "get to the bottom of it"? LOL i couldn't help but laugh when i hit that line. is this gonna start a whole string of bottom, butt, and other ass jokes now? prolly so.

ya thanks for the reminder.. i shall make a note to remind him to freakin double dose me next time. i noticed in the records i got from him today he didn't even write down that i woke up during that shit !!! how lame is that? kinda important info to leave out, dontcha think?

gawd. i just hate doct... oh i won't even say it.

(not very inspiring is it? :))