close your eyes, and shut out all the noise that you can hear. ok, are you relaxed? now... think of every cuss word you know and shout them as loud and as fast in succession as you possibly can. there. feel better? neither do i. but that is what i feel like doing at the moment, but since hubby is asleep...i can't do that. so, i am blogging. sorta. if ya want to call it that. i'm really just tryig to bore myself to sleep. but, i am in fact, most likely boring YOU to sleep. sorry.
so, anyhow... i found this little thing in yankees page, thought i'd give it a shot and hijack it. i do think it's a little low... but it didn't offer any middle ground answers , like sometimes, or once in a while, etc. so i think that made a difference.....anyhow...here ya go.... this is why i will have a head ache tomorrow... booo hooo.
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This is my comment on all of your Wednesday posts----I am happy that the dr's are taking your problems seriously, I know there have been times when they didn't, just guessing here, but I have been treated like crap in that dept before, I assume you have, too. So, having said that...I am quite worried about you and want to know what the heck they are looking for and why/I feel certain that it will turn out to be nothing serious, I already know you take aspirin, and probably alot of it, so that would obviously cause a stomach to bleed....but if, in fact, it would be something significant, at least they are getting to it quickly. It will all be okay.....and i am proud of you for taking care of it, I DO know you well enough to know that you wait until there is NO choice in the matter, and even then maybe you will, maybe you won't. Going through it all will suck, will hubby be with you? I also know how expensive it all is, even with INSURANCE. But it must be done. You owe it to yourself and to your family. Please let me know what's up, and what they find. I am with you in thought and prayers...hang in there this morning girl...soul sister....
Yeah hang in there. FIRST round of appts...second round then you're done.
Gina's did us in with that SONG... What was that song...had the weirdest lyrics...
hey jamie...
you feelin better today? hope so.
yes, you're right, i have seen many a dr...civilian, military..and some that fall into other categories, whatever they may be,,,and i could count on , well..LESS than one hand, the ones that i remember as being truly GOOD dr's. so many just either don't know what their doing, are too over confident to listen to the patient, too chicken shit to prescribe proper meds, too lazy to do tests that are needed..or to do them fast enough. you know the drill.
but in the meantime... what happens? the patient... only gets worse...symptoms, and quality of life get worse, everything just snowballs...and often CAUSE more symptoms AND diagnoses. lazy, stupid, ignorant, money grubbing, chicken shit, one sided, UGH! i HATE doctors.
but anyhow..now that i'm off that tangent...for the moment...this doc is apparently a good one. he is apparently concerned and getting things done quickly. they are basically looking for a bleed, because i do have ulcers...that have bled in the past...and i do have symptoms of internal bleeding, and yes i do take massive amounts of asperin etc for pain. (because drs are too chicken shit to give me anything stronger that works better and is easier on my stomach...which in NM, actually proved to keep me from taking almost any asperin at all for almost a whole year...in return...the stomache probs got better there, and stayed better...UNTIL a few months i got back on asperin and motrin this past close to a year. which, this passed several weeks i just keep feeling weaker and looking worse. etc.
and yes.. i do wait til i have no other choice but to go to the dr... or whatever it is that costs money. it's that put everyone first thing. i've always been that way. i can't help it.
hubby will be with me for the scope, but not for todays. today is no big deal really. but the scope, i will be knocked out, and need a ride home. so he will have to take the day off work. so that's all taken care of.
thanks for coming by...and for the prayers etc...
i'll be ok today... i just wish i could have some damn coffee. i feel like i have a mouth full of cotton balls! ICK.
you have a good day too....i hope you got rid of that fever.
soul sister
(you're gonna get josie jealous :)
i'll post again later with an update and some diego pics.
crap i can't remember what it was! yankee. i don't even remember where i saw it. my senile!
i'll find it later i gotta get ready to go.
will talk to ya latah
Hey, I'm happy to share my Soul Sis with Jamie and everyone. When life gets rough we need all the caring "family" around us that we can get! I hope you know how many folks are praying for you right now! Wish I lived close enough to go with you today. It's a lot easier with a friend. But my heart is there! I love blogging in that you can report back to us quickly, that helps a lot! Hang in there - better days coming!
i know jos... i just want to know what is wrong ya know. once we find it..we can fix it. i hope.
and i was just jokin about the soul sis thing with jamie and you gettin jealous... there's just somethin about "us"..just that connection. i'm glad i have y'all ... you're really great to live in my computer the way ya do! :))
better days for ALL of us are comin jos..just watch.
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